"Babalik na ko sa loob" mahinang sabi ko at madiing ipinikit ang mata sakaling mawala ang sakit ng ulo, pero mas lumala lang ang pagkahilo ko.
I groaned while I repeatedly massage my forehead.
Damn alcohol!
Nanatiling siyang tahimik at walang imik sa tabi ko, habang namumungay naman ang mata ko ng lingunin ko siya at naabutan siyang mariin ang titig sa manibela.
"Babalik na ko sa loob" I repeat, this time a bit louder.
Tinapunan niya ko ng tingin, I quickly closed my eyes, not because I feel dizzy but because of something else, something I can't even name.
Pikit parin ang mata, ramdam ko ang paggalaw niya at paghalughog ng kung ano sa backseat, may hinahanap ata siya. I stiffened when I heard him curses softly.
Bumaling siya sa akin dahilan para mapayuko ako at nagkunwaring masakit parin ang ulo. Mahinang nagmura ulit siya at malakas na bumuntong hinga. He looks problematic of something.
"Just wait here, I'll get something"
"San ka pupunta?, babalik na ko sa loob." I panic.
"Wait here, I'll get you something" he said sternly, I almost jump at my seat when he softly guide my chin to met his eyes. "Stay here,, ako na ang maghahatid sayo."
His eyes narrowed as he watch my reaction but he shrug it off.
He licked his bottom lip as he get the key of his car and went out, tinapunan niya ko ng tingin bago sinarado ang pintuan.
I watch him walk and cross the street, he glance again at my direction, I have the guts to stare back because he can't see me, his car is tinted. Ngayon ko lang napansin ang suot niya, he look good in his maroon round neck shirt and a ripped jeans paired with white sneakers. His blue hair is a bit messy but in a good way.
I saw how he stole the attention of everyone at the street, although, I can say that he is oblivious of everything. I do'nt know whats with him but his presence is enough for you to look back, just like those girls who are gawking at him right now.
May kung anong gumuho sa loob ko, I tilted my head to shook this unknown feeling.
I let my head rest in backrest for awhile and force my mind to forget this nonsense thought. Parang tangang pabalik balik sa isipan ko ang init ng kamay niyang humila sakin palabas ng ML, his touch is opposite to his eyes. He remained silent while pulling me away until we went out of that club, dumeritso agad siya sa kotse niya at pinapasok ako. I waited him there to cool down.
The silence and influence of alcohol makes me think of the things that I shouldn't.
Why did he do that? I thought he hate me but why did he punch that bastard? at anong ginagawa niya dito sa ML? Mag-isa lang ba siya or he was with his team or he is with...
My heart ache.
My mind wo'nt leave me at peace, it always question why he have to do that? Kung sakali man na napadaan lang siya at nakita niya kong ganun pwede naman siyang umalis at umakto na parang walang nakita pero bakit? Why did he have to involve his self na kung tutuusin ay pabor yon sa kaniya kasi sa pagkakaalam ko wala naman siyang ibang gusto kundi ang makita akong nahihirapan.
Dont get me wrong, I was thankful that he came out of nowhere and act as a hero to save me but I just couldnt understand his motive, it confuse the hell out of me,
I groaned.
The last time I checked he was happy everytime na makita niya akong nahihirapan especially if my suffering were cause by him.
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