Lost and Fallen (Memories #1)

Chapter 29

"Please don't doubt my feelings for you"

"Please don't doubt my feelings for you"

"Please don't doubt my feelings for you"

His voice keep playing inside my head just like spinning bottle, it feels like I was stuck with his spell and I can't do anything to get out but to give in.

"Asyo" I finally found my voice after a long silence

"Hmmm?"

My body stiffened by just hearing him humming. His breath slightly brought tickles at my neck. I could feel my cheeks burning.

Damn! What the hell is happening to me?

Am I really under his spell?

Kumapit ako sa kaylayan ng polo niya at bahagyang tinulak siya palayo sa akin. Ngumuso ako ng magtama ang tingin namin. His eyes remained serious and cold but its not that cold when we first met. I don't know but I see something warm within.

"I have to go." giit ko sa maliit na boses.

My forehead slowly creased when I realize something.

Why do I sound like we are in a relationship, that I was his girlfriend and I'm informing him about my where about. That I need to ask his permission to leave and why does my voice sound so soft?

Sandaling gumalaw siya para mas ilapit ako sa kaniya, hindi nagtagal ay narinig ko ang malalim niyang pagbuntong hininga. Mabagal siyang kumilos at kinalas ang pagkakayakap sa akin na para bang labag sa loob niya ang ginagawa. I was about to open my mouth and speak when he quickly turned me around, not giving me a chance to look at his face. For the second time around I heard him heaved a deep sigh again.

"Can't you stay a little longer?"

Namilog ang mata ko at mabilis na umiling. "Asyo!"

He softly chuckled at my reaction, then he gently pushed my back forward. "Okay fine. You can go."

I set aside my emotion and without words I force my feet to take a step and leave this place. Ilang hakbang pa lang ang nagagawa ko ay may kamay na humigit sa braso ko, sunod kong naramdaman ay ang pagtama ng likod ko sa kung ano mang matigas na bagay at ang pagyapos ng braso sa bewang ko. My breathing instantly hitched and all I could do was close my eyes when I feel his head on my neck, claiming the space there as if it was molded for him.

"Asyo... Ano na naman ba to?.." I stuttered.

I cant process the fact that he was back hugging me!

"Shhhhhh" he hushed.

Even that can make me feel thousands of feelings. I really need to take a grip of myself before he take over my whole system.

"I miss you."

Damn! why did he have to be this clingy?

"Please give me a chance." He added. Napakuyom ang kamay ko ng may maramdaman na malambot na bagay sa likod ko. Inayos niya ang pagkakalagay nito sa likod ko at maingat na sinikop ang buhok ko sa isang side. "Buti na lang dala ko ang akin. I notice that you always forget to bring yours."

"I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes." dagdag na sabi niya.

I puckered my lips when an annoying thoughts visit my mind.

"Did you use this lines to Amira too?" I asked prankly.

"What? Hell no! What I feel to you were different from what I feel to her."

Umirap ako sa hangin. "Then tell me the difference?"

Para siyang pinutulan ng dila at hindi makasagot. Hindi ko rin alam kung ano ang reaksiyon niya dahil sa nakatalikod ako sa kaniya.