ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Ｐａｒｔ ３０

Y/n pov

I knock on the door and Gaten answer,
"Hey." I say.
"Hey, come in." Gaten says opening the door.

I saw Noah there smoking, he had a bagged packed too,

"Hey so turns out Caleb and Noah are going with you." Sadie says.
"Why?" I ask.
"They want some alone time." Noah rolls his eyes.
"I might also want some time away from you!" Caleb screeches.
"You think I give a fuck!" Noah yells.
"Come on guys not again." Gaten says.
"Can you guys just go and not argue again." Sadie says.

I stand there awkwardly and Noah walks past me and goes to the hallways.

"Sorry about that." Gaten says.
"He won't let us help." Caleb says.
"I can talk to him." I say.
"He might listen to you, since hes not over what happened." Sadie says.

That kinda hit me, I'm not over it either.
I fucken miss him. But then the thought of what he did came to my mind.

"Well heres the key Y/n, make sure those boys dont mess up my place." Sadie giggles and hands me the key.
"Thanks, see you tomorrow." I say leaving.

I start walking down the stairs while Noah and Gaten follow.

It was a long quiet walk.
I gave Gaten the key and he tries to open the door,

"Fucken open it." Noah sighs.
"What does it look like I'm trying to do." Gaten rolls his eyes.
"Hurry up." Noah says.

Gaten opens the door and we go inside,
Noah dropped his stuff and layed on the couch,
"I can't believe people dont even know how to open a door these day." Noah says pulling out a blunt.

Gaten looks at me and mouths
"Talk to him."

He rolls his eyes then goes into Sadie's room.

I sat down across from Noah,

"How have you been?" I ask.
"How do you think?" He asks taking the blunt out his mouth.
"I've been bad too." I sigh.
"How? You got everyone." Noah says.
"I dont got everyone." I say.
"At least you got Finn, he obviously is in love with you, he even said it." Noah sighs.
"He said it?" I ask.
"In a way." He says.
"How?" I ask.
"The night of the party Finn and I got into an argument about you, the truth came out that he liked you." Noah says.
"I never knew that, doesnt matter now I guess." I sigh.
"You guys aren't talking?" He asks.
"How'd you know?" I ask.
"Kinda obvious the way you said it, but what happened?" He asks.
"I crashed his car while we were arguing." I groan.
"Wow, that's deep." Noah says.
"I know, I just want to take what I said back." I sigh.
"I know that feeling." Noah says.
"You know your friends are only trying to help you." I say.
"I know, they just dont understand." He sighs.

He looked upset.

"Talk to me." I say.

I get up and sit closer to him,
He looks me in my eyes,
I didnt look away,
It was easy to look into his eyes again without crying or thinking about what happened.

"I'm just feeling down all the time. What I did to you is bad, I feel like a monster." He says.
"I get it." I say.
"You do?" He asks.
"I do." I say.

We stay silent for a while,
"I know its probably too soon for this but I forgive you." I say.
"What? Are you kidding?" Noah looks at me and he seemed kinda happy,
"No, I forgive you, you were one of my good friends, I want you to know that I'm okay now." I say.
"I dont even know how to feel that's great, I'm happy your okay." Noah says.
"Thanks, but I want you to be okay too." I say.
"What do you mean?" Noah asks.
"No more drugs, I liked the kind, funny, sweet Noah I was friends with, not this." I say.
"Your right, I never did drugs till it happened, I've been such a dick." Noah sighs.
"Its okay, your blind to your actions when your hurt." I say.

Then it hit me, Finn.
He is hurt just like me, but I've been only focusing on myself because I'm hurt too. He kept asking me over and over again why I said that because he was hurt that I was ignoring him. Shit.

"Your such a good listener and you give the best advice." Noah says.
"Thanks, but you should apologize to our friends." I say.
"I will when I see them next for sure." He smiles.
"Now let's go to sleep." I say getting up.

"How about we get high on acid, just one last time." Noah says pulling them out his pocket.

I promised Finn I wouldn't but I kinda want to get high with Noah.

"Just one last time." I say.
Noah smiles and hands me the paper.

I put one in my mouth and we watched The finale of Stranger Things,

"So in the next season, Alex comes into Wills life and understands him, while others bully him." Noah says.
"Even I think I understand Will." I say.
"The character?" He asks.
"Yes, like how he is hurting because he can't get over what happened to him, the pain he is going through is tough." I say.
"I've never thought about it that way, your thoughtful." Noah says.

Then I felt a bit of the acid kick in,
"Do you feel it?" I ask.
"Yeah." Noah says.

Then Gaten came out,
"Are you both high?" He asks.
Noah and I just look at eachother and laugh our asses off.
"You were supposed to talk to him not get high with him." Gaten says.
"I did talk to him." I say.

Noah stands up and gives Gaten a hug,
"I'm sorry for everything brother, I'm going to fix myself." He says.
"Wow your apologizing?" Gaten asks.
"Yes duh." Noah laughs nearly falling,

I stand up and help Noah sit down.

"You guys are still cute." Gaten laughs.
"We are just friends." I say.
"Thats what you both said last time." Gaten says.
"She is one of a kind but I ruined my chance." Noah says.
"Oh I'm one of a kind?" I ask.
"Duh, your amazing, I'm just disappointed I'll never get a real chance with you." Noah sighs.
"It is what it is now Noah, I appreciate the way you see me though, I dont think any guy has ever said anything about me like that in a long time. I say.
"Your welcome, I just think you deserve to know your worth." He says.
"Thank you." I yawn.
"Tired?" He asks.
"Yeah, but I want to stay up more." I say.

"Guys let's go to that lake by here." Gaten says.
"Why? I ask.
"Late night fishing." Gaten says holding up a fishing pole.
"Hmm why not, we can swim too." Noah says.
"Okay let's do it." I say.
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