Memoria. | Kozume Kenma

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I just got home from school, as always he walked me home. We left pretty late because I had more paperwork to do today, he was sleeping on the desk as he waited. He really should stop waiting for me, I can go home on my own.

The first thing I did was take a shower and seeing my reflection made me sigh, I look like a mess. Even I could say that I'm not as bright as before, my bags are getting darker each day. I get why Kenma's upset to see me work all the time.

I went to my room to get changed, seeing the screen of my phone light up. Who messaged me this late at night? Other than Kenma I don't think anyone would message me.

Maki-chan: Babe we need to head to school tomorrow, I know it's a Saturday but we have to.

Maki-chan: Tell him.

I throw my phone to my bed, aggressively drying my hair with the towel. I'm really annoyed. I enjoy doing my work as long as it doesn't take much of my time, and that I could still rest while I'm away from school.

Having to be called to come on a Saturday morning makes me want to rant right at their faces. However, I am to be blamed for not declining the offer and just obediently accepting the position of being the next president after Takeuchi-san.

I don't understand why they came to voting instead of electing, or by choice, and by choice I mean.. whoever the heck is next to Takeuchi-san (in our case is Maki) should be the next president, why did it have to be me?

I lay in bed, staring at my phone as I repeatedly turn it off and on as I asked myself if I should tell Kenma. I can already tell that he'd groan the moment he sees my message. He knows more than anyone that I struggle a lot with the paperwork. Ha.. let's just tell him.

ME: Love I'm going to school tomorrow.. council duties.

♥︎: I'll call.

Almost immediately my phone rang and I looked at it for a few seconds, letting it just ring repeatedly. Please. Please don't be mad and let's have a casual conversation, be kind and understanding... you already are. After a few rings I answered.

"Rest.. please." He says through the phone, I can hear the frustration in his voice. "Why do you have to go??"

"It's a part of what I do.. I'll be home as soon as I finish." He whined, he's really mad.

"Is taking away your rest a part of what you do? (Y/n) I barely see you unless I go to you.." We do not see each other much in school, I'm mostly in the council room during break times. "Please just don't go.." I'm the president.. I can't.

"I'm sorry but I hav—" He hung up. "What the hell?"

Are we fighting? Was that an argument? I don't see any negative sides aside from me not obeying him. He sounded mad, is he really? Is this our first actual fight? Whenever Yamamoto hangs up when Honami's speaking, it's always an argument between them.

From the frustration, I felt all the urge to cry. We never fought, how will I solve the conflict between us? He was never mad at me so what will I do now that he is? Kenma's scary when he's mad.. though I'm not sure how he'll be if he was mad at me.. what do I do??

I'm just crying, gasping for air in between my sobs as it was difficult to breathe. He's mad. He hasn't called again or said anything through texts. I keep checking on my phone in case he says something but he hasn't said anything yet.