Don't think too much about the title
This is based on the headcannon that I may or May not remember to post above
It says russian lullabies
she will be singing american lullabies and other songs I have translated to russian
because I don't wanna deep dive into google to find a russian lullaby not about death
Current Avengers: Tony, Steve, Bruce, Natasha, Clint, Thor, Wanda, Pietro, Sam, Bucky, and Vision.
Romantic Ships: hell if i know, maybe WinterWidow but like just a little bit
Platonic Ships: Wanda and Nat but like as mother and daughter ish a little bit, Clintasha
TW: Swearing, Natsaha and Bucky being a scary ass duo
on to le story
P.S all songs used will be said at the end and italics is translations
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Third Person POV
If you've ever seen file on Natasha Romanoff then met her in real life you'd know she hides a lot of things from a lot of people. One of those things being her singing.
As a child she would be handcuffed to her bed in her room all alone and she had some restless nights. They weren't allowed to watch movies or play games or have anything close to a normal childhood.
And on the really bad days where she would silently cry to herself on the verge of a panic attack she needed some way to calm herself down. So she thought back to a song she had heard some of the staff listening too. It was american but they were singing along in russian, the only language she fully understood at the time.
She started to sing the lyrics softly from memory. "Когда ты был здесь раньше Не мог смотреть тебе в глаза Ты просто как ангел Твоя кожа заставляет меня плакать Вы плывете как перышко В чудесном мире я хотел бы быть особенным Ты такой чертовски особенный." She started.
"Но я подонок Я чудак какого черта я здесь делаю? Мне здесь не место. Мне все равно, если это больно. Я хочу контролировать Я хочу идеальное тело Я хочу идеальную душу Я хочу, чтобы вы заметили Когда меня нет рядом Ты такой чертовски особенный я хотел бы быть особенным." She got so lost in the song she didn't notice one of the nicer night time guards come in.
"Но я подонок Я чудак какого черта я здесь делаю? Мне здесь не место, о, о. Все, что делает тебя счастливым. Все, что пожелаете Ты такой чертовски особенный я хотел бы быть особенным Но я подонок Я чудак какого черта я здесь делаю? Мне здесь не место Мне здесь не место."
She heard light clapping and looked up startled, to find the guard wacthing her. "Тебе надо спать Наталья. You should be sleep natalia." The guard said. "Мне жаль. I'm sorry." Natasha said. "На этот раз я сохраню этот секрет. This time I will keep this secret." The guard said. Natasha thanked him.
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