Hamesha Dair krdeta hun mein

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I ALWAYS fail praying, asking, repenting.. and then find myself panicking over the things I don't know if,  are worth it but then after sometime everything falls beautifully in place as destined within it's time by the grace Of Almighty ALLAH. magr phir bhi dair krdeta hn me khud ko smjhane me, tere kareeb lanay men, hawaon me gum jo tere karam se naseeb me hen us nashay me tun jo tujh se door krdeta h or phir me shikayat or kahan karun.
that I let myself forget that you never forget... mera Rab jo na bhoolta hai na chookta hai Kia me darta nahi? perhaps I don't and then I cry over the materialistic desires of the world which are there never to be there.. they don't lasts ..and what lasts is not here in this life.. that I know...
but I Forget that HE NEVER DO.
I am Sorry again I am a Human with so many of mistakes I am alone with fears and thoughts..keep puzzling myself with the unknown doubts but I never call You and then who to complain about? Hamesha dair krdeta hn me Muafi mangne me..
muaf keren mjhen..mere Allah
I am afraid of your angriness but never have asked of your LOVE and now I wanna ask ..can I? .. I will figure it out

_Aysha Alam

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