POETRY SESSION:)

you don't know so well, what's the inside spell

mostly I don't think, when I write
if I am in it (writing) a way too bright
but you don't know so well
what's the inside spell
what's the color of the night
when I am writing with that pen
..you don't so well what was the color of the night again
when in depthness it was far too black
staring at my past
if it were to last
counting every minute, I wishes to return
so that I can know the reason of this burn ..
but now it's 2 O clock when I'm talking to the sun
I should give up my past and look what's in the front
that front which is still so blur.

. or should I make it? that turn?

_Aysha Alam