The make up they are selling to make you feel prettier is the same make up you buy to stop looking shittier about this lie they keep telling you that you are not enough. Adam Roa.
And today I felt like it's a black out. In front of my eyes everything was fine but I felt like a rose who denied to have water as if it wanted to die. That's ME! When I don't look at the pretty colors of sky, when I ignore other people's smile, when I rush in for happiness not realizing it's in myself, that's me when with every passing hour I was wasting my time making false scenarios about others. I was wearing this make up of pretending to be happy by making fun of others, by degrading others I was laughing, by not spending time with my parents I always wanted to be in their duas I was having every day make up of false happiness. I was making a fool out of myself.
Make up time moments had become a habit.
One day I fell I broke up my bag ..my make up bag ..everything vanished.. My make up washes off I was relieved.
I am now trying to live without it, It's hard. It is hard.
I may now relax.
You may now relax.
You!!! ;)
_Aysha Alam
BẠN ĐANG ĐỌC
POETRY SESSION:)
Thơ CaLines to make it light, how you going through dark to facing the new bright.
