Living Next To The Punk: Destel AU

chapter 6: the next morning

The next morning, he felt like shit. He groaned and rolled off his bed landing on his floor with a thump he stood up and grabbed a twenty-one pilots brown hoodie, his black jeans and doc martens he wasn't bothered with trying to fix his hair so he just brushed his teeth and walked down to his brother's room

"guys-," castiel started before the door opened

"We know cassie," Gabriel smiled and dragged Alfie done the hall dressed

Castiel's lips ghosted a smile and walked down the stairs he didn't dare to make eye contact with his dad

"castiel how are you sweetie?" his mum said poking his head around the corner from the kitchen

"yeah good," castiel lied he wasn't good whatsoever he didn't get a good night sleep, he was worried about the kids, and how disappointed his mother looked about him cutting

"We should go to school now hey," castiel smiled to his brother

"yeah I want to the samoose again," Gabriel giggled

"yeah," Alfie yelled

"shut up you all I'm trying to watch a re-run," their dad yelled

Castiel jumped he slowly started to panic he slowly calmed himself down.

"let's go," castiel whispered

He grabbed his brother's hands and wandered out of the house

"cassie can you carry me?" Gabriel whined

Castiel sighed "yeah I can,"

He picked Gabriel up and placed him on his shoulders before they continued walking Gabriel let out a gasp when they pasted a convenience store

"please cassie," Gabriel begged

"yeah why not," castiel sighed they left early so why not

He took Gabriel off his shoulders and walked into the store he gave a quick smile to the sales clerk

He walked Gabriel and Alfie to the candy section before they both chose a piece of candy. Gabriel chose some lollipops and Alfie chose jolly ranchers, castiel chose a kit kat bar and an energy drink. They paid for it and left

"thank you," Gabriel smiled

"yeah thank you cassie," Alfie smiled

They continued to walk they had almost reached the primary school when he heard a car rumble and suddenly stop

"hey Novak, need a ride," Dean shouted from said car

"go away Winchester I'm not in the mood," castiel yelled back

"come on why not," Dean whined

"were good thanks," castiel smiled and kept on walking

It didn't take long for them to reach the primary school castiel told the boys to be good and went to school he got looks again like that wasn't normal he sat at the back of the class soon dean came in and softly sat down next to castiel

"castiel please talk to me, what did I do?"

"really you don't know what you did, you kicked me in the shin, you act differently around me then your friends," castiel said getting louder "cas I'm sorry please forgive me," Dean whispered

"why? Why should I forgive you?"

"because cas I want to be your friend I know you're not like this on the inside I know your hurt and I know you think you deserve to be hurt," Dean whispers

"I -," castiel pulled on his sleeve thinking he could see those cuts, "how do you know," castiel whispered back, dean sighed

" I saw them yesterday, you left your window open when you took off your jacket, I saw them and I saw your change posture when your brothers walk in you seemed happy like you were fighting something for them," dean explained

"dean look I'm sorry for yelling at you truth be it I may have stereotyped you, I have some pent up anger to a jock that has left the school and I think all jocks would act like that," castiel smiled

"it's okay I understand,"

"c-can I show you something?" castiel asked softly

"yeah you can show me anything," Dean smiled

Castiel took a deep breath in and pulled up his sleeve, dean saw his arms old scars with new cuts running over them, dean grabbed Castiel's arm and looked at it slowly running his fingers across the scars

"After I went down to my dad and he said that I was useless I did this I-I'm only alive because I'm scared of how my family would react and I'm fighting for them," castiel whispered tears running down his face

"cas your not useless," dean softly said

"MR. NOVAK AND WINCHESTER, ARE YOU DONE TALK IN MY CLASS," the teacher yelled

"its just role call?" castiel said back

"DO YOU WANT A PHONE CALL TO YOUR DAD," the teacher threatened

Castiel face turned white and he started shaking

"I'm sorry," castiel said

"good now shut up your going to be nothing," the teacher groaned

"I know," castiel whispered

"cas-" dean started

"dean I don't want to talk about it you already know more than anyone has ever known about me," castiel sighed before then bell rang. Castiel ran into the hall to his locker, grabbed his books before he knocked into someone

"bro the fuck," he heard a girl groan

"sorry here let me help," castiel said softly

"cassie?" the girl asked