Till Forever Falls apart

The Park

*Ding*

My future❤️

Where are you at I'm in
the front?

My bad I forgot got to tell you
we wait for the boys in practice.

Here I come.

"Sara I got to go. Tell the boys I got a ride." I gathered up all my stuff and walked out to the front.

When I walked out the doors Billie was leaning up against the front of her car looking down at her phone.

"Pirate" I yelled out for her

"Shut the fuck up and get in" she said opening the door for me.

She walked around the car to get in with a big ass smile on her face And pointed at me which made me chuckle at her excitement.

"You ready" she said starting to drive

"Mhm" I hummed a little nervous

"Hey don't be nervous okay. I'm still the same person before you knew I was a mafia leader."

She placed her hand on my thigh and I instantly relaxed under her touch that I have missed all week.

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"So how you wanna do this. You can ask questions and I'll answer or I can tell you my whole life story and then if you have-" I cut her because she started ranting and wouldn't shut up

"Billie. I'll just ask questions" she nodded her head in agreement

"Was getting close to me and my family a job or whatever you call it. To kill us?" I said shyly

A look of hurt came across her face.

"Of course not. What makes you think that" she seemed really hurt by my question.

"Because I thought mafia leaders were supposed to be cold hearted bitches but your really nice, sweet, and caring. Especially to Cora" I tried my hardest not to make eye contact with her

"I'm a cold hearted bitch I front of the gang but people like you I tend to let my Guard down. And for Cora I just love little kids. I want kids of my own soon you know"

she said the last part making eye contact with me. I smiled dumbly and started blushing.

"How did you get in the mafia. I know you said you were forced and you were 4 but I wanna know the details. Of course if you are uncomfortable with it you don't have to tell me."

"I would tell you but I know I would start crying thinking about it" I nodded. Swinging a bit harder thinking of the next question.

"Oh my god do you live in a big mansion. With like hella floors and rooms"

Billie laughed at how excited I was and nodded her head.

"Yeah it's probably 3x maybe 4x the size of Sara's house. I'm the only girl in the house and I live with three other guys. Our minor dealers come in for meetings and get the drugs but they don't live there."

My eyes widen when she said 'Minor dealers'. I took my phone out and FaceTimed Derek and put the camera on Billie. When he answered he tensed up.

"Dose she look familiar Derek" I asked causing Billie to chuckle

Derek got too over Whelmed and hung up.

"This bitch hung up on me" I said putting my phone back in my pocket

"He is one of you dealers isn't he. That's why he tensed up every time you came around." I said in disbelief.

"Yup. When you didn't want to go to the bathroom I texted him and told him to pretend he didn't know me because I didn't want you to know I was in the mafia."

"That's understandable but please all I ask is make sure he stays safe don't put him no danger please"

"I won't."

I asked many many questions after that and I don't even know we're some of them came from. We have been at the park for a while. So she dropped me off and came in to see Cora

"Billie can you come over for Christmas" Cora asked

"Fuck I totally forgot" I said fishing my phone out my pocket

"Forgot what" Billie asked

"I Normally get a job this time of year so I can try and get presents for everyone." I said frantically looking for jobs on my phone.

"Well you know we could always use a new..." she stoped and covered Coras ears and mouthed the words

*Dealer*

A/n I watched the "Lost Cause" music video for a good hour. I couldn't focus on one thing so I had to keep watching it till I was satisfied.