Till Forever Falls apart

Meeting

"Hey baby. How was the meeting. What's wrong what happened." Billie walked through the house and looked upset.

I tried to give her a kiss but she moved her face away and made me kiss her cheek.

"Babyyy what's wrong. Did something happen" She pulled me off her and walked passes me up to her room.

"CT do you know what happened"

"Damn it Keira I was trying to scare Sara"

"BABYYY" CT picked Sarah up and spun her around

"Uggh you are no help" I stormed up the stairs to check on Billie.

"Bubba." I called for her softly.

"Bathroom" I went into the bathroom and snaked my arms around her and rested my chin on her shoulder.

"Hey baby what's wrong you look sad" I kissed the side of her face and her neck.

She took my arms off her and went to her closet and started a shower.

"Baby I just need a minute to my self. I promise you did nothing wrong. It all happened at the meeting. My boss said some shit and I have to do something I really don't wanna do. But if I don't do it then they are going to get hurt. I just don't know how I'm going to do it." Billie grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes and her eyes glossed while she was talking.

"Okay baby take your time. I'll be back up when I'm tiered. Take you shower and get some sleep. I love you. Mwah" I gave her a quick kiss before she could turn her head

"Thank you baby. I love you too"

I walked out the room and I went down stairs. Forced to listen to Sara and CT. I put my head phones in to try and tune them out and scrolled through my phone.

—
Billie POV

Today's meeting was not what I thought it was going to be. After Kiera left I got in the shower and started crying remembering everything that happened this morning.

—The meeting

I walked into my bosses office early in the morning still kinda sleep.

"Sup boss." I carefully sat down in the seat in front of him.

"You know I'm not one for small talk so we going to get straight to it. You getting soft and it's because of that girlfriend of yours. Now I don't care if y'all have parters but I do care if they make you soft. You remember what happened last time you were soft" He looked at me sternly and I remembered all the times they beat me as a kid.

—Flash back

"No please I promise I'll stop crying for real this time. Please Boss. I still have the marks
From yesterday."

"Put your arms up"

"Boss please. I'm sorry I'm crying. I can't help it. You killed my family 2 years ago. I really
Miss them."

"Shut the fuck up little girl. You would still have your brother if he didn't have a big mouth."

"Finneas didn't have a big mouth he was my big brother who wanted to protect- OW...OW...
BOSS PLEASE IT HURTS. PLEASE
STOP."

"Stop crying then you got that. I'm going to keep beating you every day after training if you Keep crying. Understand?"

"Yes sir"

—End of Flash back

"Yes sir I do" I responded with a straight face. I knew if I started getting emotional over my past he would beat me like he used to.

"Good. Good. Good. Mind if you tell me what happened my memory seems to be a bit foggy" He said with a smile on his face.

"Anytime I cried you took me to the basement, and hung my hands up so you had full access to my body so you could easily beat me with your whip" I said looking straight into his eyes.

"Yes. Yes. You know my favorite beating I did." He said smiling and nodded his head.

"No sir which one." I already knew the answer but I didn't want to say it.

"It was the last "beating" even though it wasn't a beating. You In joyed yourself no? That was the one to seem to shut you up after 2 years. Anyway I remember the fear in your eyes. Tied you to the bed and explored your body." He sighed and smiled while staring off into space.

"Anyway I didn't bring you here to reminisce on the past. What I was getting to and the main point was to tell you that you have to break up with your little girl toy or it's right back to the basement for you. And I don't think we want that do we."

"No sir. Can I get some time to do it please I absolutely love her and I don't want break her more then I already have to." I was talking but my mind wasn't there it was just blank.

"Umm...yeah sure how much time a week 2 weeks"

" five months please. We've only been dating for almost two months."

"Ehhh that's a long time. I'll give you three no exceptions"

"Thank you sir. I'll try and get it done as soon as I can." I said standing up to leave.

—End of  meeting

"FUCK" I yelled as I sat on the shower floor pulling my hair out and crying. It had already been an hour so I washed up and got in bed.

I couldn't sleep so I started think about all the things I could do for Keira for the next few months. I'm going to treat her the best I can and spoil the rotting shit out of her for the next three months.

I guess I have been sitting here thinking for a few hours because Kiera came in quietly and changed. When she got in bed she kissed my head and healed onto me. I moved around and got comfortable hanging onto her because I knew I wouldn't have much more time to be with her.

"You okay baby. Your hanging onto me like your life depends on it. Do you wanna talk about it."

"No I can't. But I'm taking you on a date tomorrow" I  kept holding onto her tighter and tighter with every second that past.

"No baby you had a bad day today. I can go get us snacks and stuff in the morning and we can stay in bed and watch movies and cuddle. How dose that sound."

"It sounds perfect baby but I'm taking you on a date some time soon and many more after that."

"Bubba are you okay. We haven't even been on a date what makes you want to take me on a whole bunch now"

I'm being forced to loose you

"No we have been on a date. To the Hollywood sign remember."

"That doesn't count Cora was there. I mean a real date just you and me"

"Then I guess you are right. I just wanna spend as much time with you as possible." I laid my head back down on her chest and got comfortable again.

"Night bubba I love you"

"I love you so much mamas. You don't understand"