Till Forever Falls apart

21 weeks

1st month

So it begins the 9 month journey till we get to meet our baby girl or boy. The more I thought about it the more I got excited and the more I wanted this.

I'm still In the hospital from what happened. They said it would be best to spent most of my pregnancy here.

They also say I'm lucky I wasn't further along because I could have lost the baby from the beating.

Billie was over the moon happy.

"Okay so let me give you a run down-" she started with her head on my stomach

"What are you doing" I laughed

"I'm talking to my child" she said in a duh tone

"Babe the baby can't hear yet. Hell the baby isn't even a baby yet" I chuckled to myself

They would do day to day check up's on me and the little fetus growing inside me.

The swelling has gone down and the medication they put me on for the internal bleeding has helped.

( I DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT THIS SHIT SO DONT COME FOR ME )

My eyes are still blood shot and my ankle is healing nicely. The stitches aren't irritated anymore but they will definitely leave a scar.

Later that night Billie pulled out her phone with a sigh and started coming up with names.

"Baby...Baby...BABY"

"What do you feel about Billie jr. Yes?"

" it's just the first month please baby can we sleep"

"You right good night baby" she kissed my stomach "Goodnight my love" she kissed me

2nd month

Billie was jumping around like a child because she was about to see her's.

"We see the baby we see the baby" she repeated over and over again.

"AND WE GET TO SEE THE LITTLE FEET AND FINDERS AND ARMS AND LEGS AHHHHH" She ranted

"Babyyyyyy we still need a name. When do we find out the gender of our child" she further asked

"I'm not sure we can ask the nurse when she comes in." I answered

Billie has been listing names left and right. I haven't been able to come up with any because I'm scared to give the baby a crappy name.

The nurse came in and Billie jumped from her seat waiting to see her baby.

The nurse was looking at the screen and looked shocked which scared the crap out of us.

"What's wrong is everything okay" I asked softly.

"Every thing is more that okay your babies are as healthy as they come." The nurse said with a smile

"Babies? As in multiple" she nodded her head clarifying my question "well how many"

"There is two" she moved the screen so we could see. " you see the two heads here and here" she pointed out.

"When do we find out the gender" Billie asked.

"At 21 weeks which is 5 months so in 3 months"

The appointment was perfect now me and Billie are listing names.

3rd month

I rolled over expecting Billie to be there but she wasn't so I fully woke up and saw her sitting on the couch. It was dark in the room and only her face was lit by the computer light. She has a note pad she would right it every once in a while.