Till Forever Falls apart

Lucid Dreams

Last few days have been good. She hasn't really been staring off into space. If she started to I would hall he name and start a conversation.

Today we have a therapy session. She knows about it I don't want to lie to to he and then something goes wrong.

Since it's the weekend Cora is here. They both are playing with shark and Peaches out side.

I went out side with them and peaches started chasing me. She chased me until she fell on her back out of breath panting.

When I walked passed her she flipped out and started to chase me again. I quickly ran to her water bowl and told her to drink some water because if I didn't she would probably pass out.

"I really just don't understand how that little girl  has so much energy." I said walking over to Kiera, Cora and shark.

"And Shark has like no energy at all" Cora said rubbing his belly and kissing his head.

"Shark has his moments. He chases me every night when Billie is in the shower." Kiera said Smiling at him.

He was looking at her and she was looking at him wag his tail. He knew what she was talking about and got excited.

"Look he wanna do it now." He stood up wagging his tail faster and faster as Kiera slowly got up.

Kiera took off full speed and Shark was right behind her barking with happiness. Kiera fell out on the ground next to me and shark jumped on top of her licking her face.

"What time is the therapy appointment" Kiera asked after shark calmed down.

"At 5 so in aboout 3 hours" I looked at my phone

"Can we go get food before. And just drive around. I'm kinda anxious"

"Off course Come on let's go" I said getting up and helping her up.

Cora stayed out side to play with peaches. And we took Shark with us.

We drove all around West Hollywood listening to music with the windows down. Shark would stick his head out the window from time to time. He almost fell out once and Kiera rolled the window up so it could only get his head out.

Every now and then I would speed up going way past the speed limit. Kiera would get scared and yell at me to stop even though she low key liked and was having fun.

Kiera was having a good time. She had a big smile on her face which made me Smile.

I missed her.

Yeah she's been here the whole time but I miss her as my girlfriend. I miss being able to kiss her whenever I want.

We still cuddle and stuff but it's not the same as when we are together. It's not awkward or anything but I think we can both tell the vibe of off.

"Okay okay can we get food not it's almost 4:30" Kiera said turning down the music

"What you want" I asked looking at her.

"Umm... Taco Bell" she said with a big smile.

"Big bet" I played Sabrina Claudio and rolled the windows up.

"What would you do if you woke up as Sabrina Claudio" she asked smiling at me knowing my answer.

"The same thing I would do if I woke up as ASAP Rocky." I looked down at her trying to old on a laugh.

"What I would just look." She broke out laughing and screaming. I lightly laughed at her.

"Okay what would you do" I asked back and shut her up real quick.