Emotions

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--- Ashe's Point of View ---

We looked at each other for a long while. He was so different from Austin, leaner, dark haired and dark eyes, I swear he was a dead ringer for Kit Harington.

"You know I wouldn't hurt you or your daughter, regardless of who her father is she is half you..." He added, that really didn't fucking put me at ease, I swear if he got one step closer to her...

"How did you get in here?" I asked, looking around for a broken window or something. I hadn't even heard anything and it wasn't as if I wasn't paying attention.

"We have known each other for a while and you ask questions like that." He teased, it was a good point but it did piss me the hell off.

"If Austin finds you in here, he will no hesitate in the slightest to kill you - and that is not a joke, he's a Texan and you are trespassing - he's going to shoot your ass - I know for a fact that he wants revenge for the arrow you put in his shoulder." I exclaimed trying to scare him off. Each time you looked at that scar on Austin's shoulder you realized that he had bled for his love for you.

"You wouldn't let him harm me Ash, that I know for sure..." He mused, giving me a very sly smile.

That took me off guard, because I thought about that, for a moment I allowed myself to honestly take a look at my feelings for Connor. I have been avoiding thinking about anything relating to Connor because my life with Austin has been in such upheaval and insanity that I felt like I did not have much time for anything else, let alone being introspective about things.

But here he was, in front of me and I realized that yes, I found Austin sexy and I was immensely sexually attracted to him - but I wasn't exactly repulsed from Connor either. I'd known Connor for longer. It was then that something horrifying came to mind - I realized that is Austin would point a gun at him - I would step in front of that gun.

"I love him..." I started to defend. He chuckled and shook his head gently.

"I never said you didn't - this isn't about that, not really - but you are lying to yourself Ash." He walked closer to me but stopped before he was right in front of me.

"How am I lying to myself?" I seethed annoyed.

"You may pretend and even try and lie to yourself saying that you are alright with Harper having his baby as well..." He started.

"We are not sure it's his..." I replied a bit to strongly and defensively, he gave me a calm and patient look.

"I'm almost 90% sure that it's his. She had been taking fertility drugs around that time I just found you...but as I said, you are actually broken hearted about it...you feel betrayed, and you keep burying it for the sake of Alice..." He taunted. I looked away, scared to look at him in the eyes.

Looking up I saw him looking at our daughter - there was a kindness in his eyes that I had fallen in love with in the first place all those years ago, his eyes turned to me and he walked over to me, for reasons I didn't want to understand he put his hand around my waist and I didn't move.

"It's going to hurt you soon, all the pain and rage is going to come out one way or another, when it does my house is open for you...for both of you..." he leaned down and kissed my cheek, holding his lips there for a long moment, pulling back he then walked past me and went around the other side of the table and out the front door.

Authors Note: I have been waiting to write Connor back into the story, do you think she has been faking be 'Okay' about Harper? Do you think she's wrong for still having feelings for Connor?

I also started a new BDSM Smut story, a Bucky Barnes (The Winter Soldier) from the MCU fandom, it's called Ready To Comply, I'd read it if you like the MCU. Have a wonderful weekend.

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