I couldn't sleep at night...I was thinking of him...I was Sitting down behind me door with my back...shouting to my mom...to come and let me out...I don't care about me...I care I about him...when two of the maids came in, I'm the morning to get me breakfast...I didn't try to escape because if I had my mother would have fired them...I didn't eat...I was staring at the ceiling trying to find a way to escape...someone knocked at my door...
W:come in...
I said and for my surprise...it was not my mom...it was Malin...I hugged her...
W:why is she doing this to me?!
I started crying...She hugged me back...
M:shhhh...everything will be okay...unfortunately I can't let you leave...but...here...call him....
She gave me her phone...I called Simon....
S:hello?!
W:Simon! It's me wilhelm
S:where the fuck are you?!
W:still at the palace...
S:why didn't you contact with me?!
W:I've lost my phone I called you from Malin's...
I didn't say the truth...I don't know why...
W:I love you...
I said with tears falling from my eyes...
S:I love you too...but...is everything okay?
W:I have to go...take care okay?!
S:Wilhelm what's going on?!
W:nothing...just take care...bye...
I ended the call..I couldn't say the truth...
M:don't cry...please...
W:why is she doing this?!
M:because she can't love...she doesn't know how it feels to be loved...to love someone...But please don't cry...she doesn't deserve your tears...
W:thank you...
I was in her arms...
M:I have to leave now...I will be outside okay?!
W:fine...be careful...
M:I will
She gave me a warm smile and left again...
Simon's pov
(Skip till night)
I was sitting at the sofa with Ayub Rosh mom and Sara...we were laughing...i saw notification from wille I opened the message
Please don't hate me, but this isn't working...we can't be seen together again...
What?! Are you kidding me?!
I stopped laughing...tears came and filled my eyes...
A:hey everything okay?!
R:bro you're shaking what's wrong...
They all got worried...
We can't be together Simon!
You said you love me! You said you won't leave me again! You said I'm special! If I'm so special why am a secret?! Wtf is that?!
We just cant...don't contact me again...goodbye...
S:can I just do jump off a cliff?! Please...
