Warning: mention of drugs and self harm
It's been a month since Simon got sick he's actually okay now and we are back to school and it's finally summer so vacations are very close...I wasn't able to be at school this morning,mother needed me at the palace...
Q:So you love him.
I paused ..I took a deep breath and answered...
W:Yes. I do.
Q:I see. Do you know what this tells
me Wilhelm? No matter what school
you go to, it distracts you. Whether it
is getting into fights, drinking, drugs,
romance, girls, boys.... you will never
truly see what is most important.
Those words hurt, coming from my
own mother's mouth,
Q:You really are nothing like your
brother. He always put his duty and
family above all else. You only care
about yourself.
And those words stung.
W:No mom, YOU are the one who only cares about yourself!! I am your
son! You-
D:stop wilhelm..and you Kristina...
W:I-
Q:Quiet!
Mom snapped, pointing at me.
Q:I've had enough of your silly, childish stunts. I don't know what you
are rebelling against, but you are not a child anymore, Wilhelm. You are the crown prince and you better honour
Erik by being a good one. Don't let him down by acting like... this.
I felt my heart beat faster again, my breathing getting uneven as tears threatened to spill past my eyes.
My mum looked at me with such disgust,ouch.
Q:Oh stop being so weak, Wilhelm!You are crown prince, act like it!
I looked at mum, shaking my head. Act like it? My whole life is an act, except for Simon. Simon wasn't
a part of my act, and i refused to let him go.
D:Kristina..please calm down...From what I have heard from our son, Simon is a good person for him. He might not always do the right thing,
but who does?
Mom turned and looked at his with shock..
Q:He is a boy
D:I don't see the problem
I knew that this was well overdue,
but just having my support now meant everything to me..mom shook her head...
W:why can't you just accept me mom?! What have I done?! I just fall in love...I didn't hurt anyone...
A tear left my eyes..Then suddenly Erik came into the room..I looked at him with tears in my eyes..
E:what's going on here?!
W:mother just can't accept that I'm in a relationship with a male!
E:mom not again...Leave him alone..
W:fuck this...
I ran up to my room...I could hear Erik shouting my name as he was running after me...
I walked into my room i throw all the stuff off of my office table..a bottle of pills fall with the other stuff..the rattling sound catching Erik's eye who just walked into the room...I'm so fucked up..
Ε:Wilhelm
Erik picked up the orange bottle, percocets, heavy pain medication.
Fuck.
My chest sank.
W:im sorry
Third p.
Erik wanted to be mad. he wanted to
yell at Wilhelm, but couldn't, the boy
was hurt enough.
