Our Secret

6

Saturday, November 12th

Sage💙

It's been a month since our first date and we have them every Saturday. Any time he can't make it for Saturday he'd make it up to me. I can say I like him now and because I don't have any friends to talk about it with I talk to Von.

Von- "so you like em?"

Me- "yea, is that ok?"

Von- "what?"

Me- "because he's your friend and-"

Von- "princess you like who you like, i can't stop that and recently he hasn't given me any reason to say sum so"

Me- "ok"

Von- "have y'all talked yet"

Me- "no...i still talk to his sister whenever i go there though"

Von- "but not him. are you ready to?"

Me- "yes but what the fuck do i say"

Von- "well it ain't like y'all haven't had conversations, maybe during one of just say sum"

Me- "yea...he's supposed to come over today?"

Von- "yea all them are coming over soon. but we gotta do sum"

Me- "oh..."

Von- "we'll be back before 12 hopefully. maybe you'll still be up?"

Me- "maybe, i did take a nap earlier"

Von- "ok, i'll tell him he can come back"

Me- "ok" and with that they were knocking on the door and I went upstairs. I wanted to see him but they were gonna be there and I was gonna do nothing but probably start freaking out.

Sekani- "hey" I smiled at him

Sekani- "whole month and i still haven't heard your voice, i'm starting to get sad sage"

Sekani

sorry

Sekani- "it's not your fault"

i'll talk to u
soon

Sekani- "i don't wanna rush you, you talk to me when you feel comfortable" and he smiled at me

Sekani- "why is your nickname princess?"

when everybody found
out about my
situation i started
getting special
treatment from
everyone n as a joke
von started calling
me princess

Sekani- "that attention? how'd it make you feel"

horrible. i hated it
that much attention
made me suffer
from many panic
attacks n still even
after that nobody
dialed bck not
until my momma said
sum

Sekani- "an that's why you don't wanna be seen with me?"

it's not that i dont
want to its just i
dont like going
through those
attacks they're
bad