...WHAT'S THERE IN A SURNAME... #saakk FF

COHABITING RELATIONSHIP

I know Shagun is surely related to his past but I kind of went uncomfortable the moment Shaurya mentioned her name.

I do admit it, I was the one who desperately wanted to know about Shagun and now when Shaurya himself is revealing her identity my senses are going for a toss. An unknown fear is engulfing my senses.

Shagun...
Miss. Shagun Kapoor ...
Taking a deep sigh of repentance while calling out her name Shaurya got up from his place.

Myself & Shagun, we were classmates at Cambridge. She was one of the trustees daughter out there, and I was an ordinary student jise scholarship pe admission mili thi.

Offcourse without Scholarship I couldn't have managed to get a place over there.

I settled my gaze on his back with fear and anxiety slowly pilling up within me.

Shaurya further continued....
I was always like this, kind of an introvert person. Our initial interaction used to be only limited to academic work like exchanging notes or sometimes group studies.

I have to confess this, she was really good in her academics aur sayad isiliye hamare frequency bhi match karti thi.

We started mingling really well, college presentation ho, or for that matter any other curriculum activities myself and Shagun used to always team up together.

Na Jane kitne intercollegiate competition humne saath mein present kiye honge and we won many of them as well.
Everyone used to say at the university that we compliment each other really well.

Aur humne sayad ye accolade kuch zyada he seriously le lia.

A not so sweet chuckle escaped his lips. He turned back to return to his original position making me avert my gaze from him.

Compliment my foot..... I continued piercing my sharp nails in my own palm out of nervousness as what's more is left to their story. I am ready to tolerate Shagun as his ex, but nothing more than that.

Shaurya paused for a minute giving me a silent look, as if he was preparing himself for something...

Soon we started enjoying our companionship. Our interaction were no more limited to only studies. College trip ho ya phir short vacations we used to always steal out ways to spend time together.

Days went by like that and it was during the last semester of our academics when we proposed to each other.

I felt agonized the moment PROPOSE word landed on my ear drums. I know, I am behaving like a teenager rather than a matured person but you can't deny the fact that few things are just not in our control.

Cupping both my palms in his secure hold he lowered his head down as if he was finding it difficult to continue further.....
His soft knuckle caressing session was making it hard for me to hold this tension anymore.

Anokhi.... I don't know if my proposal was out of actual love or was just because of the fear of losing her, but

Yes I propsed her.....
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I proposed her for a life time commitment.....
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I proposed her with a promise to be always by her side till the eternity....
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aur sayad wahi meri sabse badi galti thi.