Ivory - An Eburnean Tommy AU

xxi - relapse

Ivory – xxi ; Relapse

Created: 06.19.22

Finished: 06.23.22

Edited: 08.28.22

Published: 09.11.22

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Trigger Warning: full flashback, mentions of death and revival, residual symptoms(there is new, be warned)

Word Count: 2342

A/N: Sup. School has been really busy and its harder for me to just sit down and deal with this, its kind of sad. I'll probably write a few drafts and leave it to edit later. How are you guys? Did you guys watch lore? Wil's finale? Sam Bucket and lil Aimsey's lore with Eryn, Ponk and Eret? As well as Big Q's finale? It was awesome, all of them are. Watching lore always makes me happy. Anyway, as the trigger warning  said, there is something new that's going to occur, and it may be upsetting. I don't want to spoil it since it might ruin the fun, but at the same time, I don't want to upset people either. I can always explain and answer your questions if I have to. I have already made many concepts far from the creator's ideas, that may consider questionable..But I promise you, they're added for a reason. Stay safe guys<3

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It was dark. Can't feel anything. There is no ground. No air. I can't breathe.

He was gone again. It's cold.

The kid lifted himself up, trying to steady himself enough to take a look at his environment. Who was he kidding? He couldn't see a damn thing in this hellhole, hence he was still probably in this cave where this monster had been doing..terrible things to him.

He clutched his shirt, where the axe once punctured his whole torso. Oh yeah..he was alive..again.

Right. This is not limbo.

Shakily, he got up and tried to use the cave walls to keep himself upright. He wasn't sure where he was going exactly but walking away from where he was increases the chance of him escaping.

He felt so weak, so unreal, god he should stop thinking about whether he's still alive or dead, and get the hell out of here.

He tried to hope and hope he was going in the right way. He didn't recall that this cave is like a rabbit hole, or some labyrinth. So there might be a big chance he could get away as long as he kept himself in a straight line,

"Anyone..hello?" His voice was so hoarse, so thirsty..so tired. No he shouldn't pass out right now. Not right now,

"Keep..going..." He muttered to himself, making his legs work. His mind told him he'd fall at any time out of exhaustion, but his heart believed he could get out. Amazing, what a nice time for his two parts to contradict each other.

Sometimes, he experiences passing out even if he's still alive. Not the usual fainting, he's used to that when he was in exile..But this one, this one is more..unnatural.

It's like his body is starting to be against him.

Someone is taking over him.

It's almost funny.

Is he going to be like this?

Even if he gets out of this wretched place? God knows he wished to be normal again.

"Anyone..please..help me.." He whispered, eyes closed although he's near the exit. It seems like it's daylight, by the sight of white day and snow proves that.