Played by Fated | Jeonghan

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Jeonghan's POV

Sitting on the swivel chair with my hands behind my head. I let out a sigh. Suddenly my mind replay on what had happened earlier.

"It will be cold. If you don't want it, I'll just throw it away."
"No!"
"No. Don't throw it."

It made me chuckle. She's cute. I know how she loves ramen made by me. What's the point of denying it tho? I've seen it all it's just her doesn't know it. But the way she stand too long at the doorway that irk me. Shaking my head, I continue doing a little of my left works.

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Finally. I've finished it all! Strecthing my body as I let out a satisfied sigh and look at the clock. It's 15 minutes before 12 in the midnight. I finished early this time. Closing the note book, tab, laptop and computer. I take my suit and walk to the room.

As soon as I opened the door, dark was the first thing to greet me. She's already asleep? I look around and even on the bed but she's not there. I then walked to the veranda and there she is.

She's looking at the night sky and also the yard. She looks mesmerizing. Hair down with her smooth and flowy pyjamas. Beautiful.

I walk closer and standing right beside her. She still doesnt notice me as she was so into looking around. I looked at her but she doesnt even blink nor look at me. Right then, I decided to do it.

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Eunjin's POV

Taking a deep breath and release. Taking another one and released it again. Another one and released again. It feels so refreshing and calming. Looking up at the sky. Seeing the moon accompanying by the stars that light up the whole world at night so that I won't be lonely. How I wish I could touch the stars or maybe the moon too.

I was so into looking at everything especially the sky when I feel someonen kissed my cheek. Shock by the action, I jumped and move backward only to see it's him.

"You were so into the sky that you didn't notice I'm standing here." he said.

"w-well I-I didnt know but Y-You can't just do that." I retorted back and move away from him. But knowing him, he move closer to me again.

None of us speak or say anything. Both of us are looking at the sky and the yard. I turned to him and seems like he's really in a deep thought. His forehead keeps creasing. It must be because of his works.

I then turned my attention back to the sky and placing my chin on the veranda. It was a good long silence. Feeling calm enough, I decided to go back in the room but got stop when he suddenly speak.

"Eunjin, we need to talk."

My forehead frown. Talk? about what??

"I have nothing to talk with you." I said as I quickly went inside. I can feel he followed behind.

"But I do. And yes. You do have something to talk." he said as he grab my wrist but I shrugged it off.

"Don't touch me. I want to sleep." I said as I quickly went up on the bed but he quickly hugged me from behind that stop me from moving.

"Please...just listen to me..." he pleaded. For the first time he ever pleaded to me. I just don't know what to do and froze in his arms.

"Back then, when we were at my family house, you spoke to much and you didn't even give me a chance to speak."

"Eunjin, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I admit that I was so wrong. It was all my faults. I'm sorry." he softly said but I interrupted

"admitting your faults doesnt mean it will fix things between us."

"but it can change something between us and that change can fix everything up. Just give me one more chance. Please..one more.." he begged.

"I was asking the same thing from you before but did you listen to me? No. Did you ever give me a chance to speak? Did you even give me a chance? No but instead you threw me out instantly." my tears starts to fall slowly now. I quickly wipe it away.

"No! Listen, I know I should've never do that. I know and I'm sorry. I am so sorry." he then turned me around so that I'll face him.

"Eunjin, I know what I've done and I regretted it all. Trust me. I know I was so cruel and harsh to you. I know I insulted you, look down on you, dowgraded you and even called you names that are not supposed to be said at all. I know I have so many faults at you and I am so sorry for all of that. I don't even have enough words on how to apologies to you. I've hurted you a lot. I know it affected you badly and I regretted all of it. If you want to hit me to bleed or even kill me just do it. I don't care. I know I've wrong you a lot but please forgive me. I'm sorry...I'm sorry."

"A week after I threw you out before, I was going to call you. Believe me. I was going to call you and wanted to apologies but something uncertain stop me and right after that suddenly a divorce documents was sent by you. I got shocked honestly. I didn't expect that even though I should have too since I've treated you worst and inhumanly but I don't even signed it."

"I wanted to meet you and stop all of this. I wanted to stop you from leaving and I wanted to stop hurting you but I don't know why, it's like something controlled me that it led me to only hurt you. I know it sounds ridiculous and stupid but that's what happened. I was so confused and felt completely alone after you left. I know it's unbelievable but it was damn hard for me to take you out of my mind or even to forget you. I kept seeing you everywhere I go. It was crazy! No. It was insane! I keep asking Seungcheol on where your about but he keep ignoring me until I found you myself that you're finally back here again." he pause taking a short breath.

"Eunjin, I'm so sorry for everything and every worst thing that I've done to you. I did have a thought that maybe I'm not the right person for you and maybe I shouldn't hold you back in my life by trashing you like that..but I can't. I can't Eunjin. Those thought actually made me realized how I really need you back in my life and to never let you go again. Those four years that you left me was the fcking hardest part of my life." he said looking intensely into my eyes and I can see a glimpse of tears at the brim of his eyes. He's crying??

"Please Eun..I'm so sorry...just give me one more chance and I'll prove everything to you. I know you still love me. Please.."

"I-I don't—"

"Don' lie. I can see it clearly in your eyes. Even though you hate and still mad at me. Your loves for me never fade." he said while pulling me closer by the waist and place his head on my shoulder.

"I li-No. I love you...and it's not a lie...Please give me one more chance....just please..." he whispered that made my eyes widen and shocked. This is the first time he ever said that to me. I was still processing it when suddenly his body felt heavy and lifeless.

I tried shake him off. "President Yoon?" I called, no answer.

"President Yoon??" I called and no answer again.

I move away a little to look at him and got shocked when I saw he's actually fainted. Oh god. I quickly move him to bed and lay him slowly.

"Jeonghan?" I called and shake him a little, he doesnt move. I tried again and still no answer. It's already late, no one would come if I call. I touch his forehead and felt relieved that his temperature is normal.

I watch him at beside of the bed and place my chin on the bed close to his hand.

He loves me? That can't be true. Since when? and After everything he did to me?? is he lying?? ...aahh I'm so confused. Everything is so confused. I was so deep in my thought that it made me eventually fell asleep.

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