bounce back

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<>trevors pov<>

"way?"

i recognized the voice.

a voice i haven't heard in some years.

im in town for a game and waylyn asked me to come over. i was surprised by the text but i jumped at the opportunity to reconnect with an old friend.

i went to where the voice was while waylyn was in the bathroom.

once i connected eye contact with livlyn, i was stunned.

2 years later and she changed so much but was still recognizable.

"livlyn?"

she gave me a cold look.

"its liv."

"liv?" waylyn called out.

"way? why is trevor here?"

i could hear the panic in her voice.

i could hear waylyn rushing in, "hey liv."

"why is trevor here?" she pointed to me.

i caused this.

i did this to her.

"i didn't know you where coming over." waylyn said.

she shook her head, "i cant believe you."

i watched her walk away from me, again.

when i played for USNTDP, i had to watch livlyn leave a lot.

i had to watch her go back home while crying.

we thought long distance would work, but i also thought that since we were doing long distance, she wouldn't know that i would be hooking up with girls on the other side of the country.

"im sorry man, i looked up and she was standing there, i couldn't hide or anything."

he sighed, "go try to talk to her."

"i cant."

"please. try and fix things. im not saying date again, definitely dont do that. but talk."

i looked at the floor for a second before walking outside.

i saw her in her car, i could tell that she was talking to someone.

as soon as we locked eyes she started driving away.

"shit." i breathed out.

im an idiot for doing what i did to her.

way never wanted us to date and i wish i would of respected that and not have dated livlyn.

because we dated & because i cheated, i lost contact with waylyn who was one of my best friends.

the last think i expected when i came over was to see her.

all those feelings i had for her 2 years ago, are still there.

livlyn is the first girl i actually loved.

most relationships i got into where short & meaningless.

when i got drafted to anaheim, i dreamed about livlyn going to my games and wearing my jersey with the other wags.

sadly that dream never came reality because livlyn wanted to pursue her soccer career.

but maybe if waylyn & i became friends again, maybe i will get another chance with livlyn.