bounce back

75

<>jacks pov<>

its like i sobered up in the shower, yet i wasnt even drunk.

what did i do?

why did i hurt liv?

i was just protecting her but then i got greedy and forgot what i had and needed her to much even though i already have her.

i changed and walked out into the living room.

"liv?"

i looked around, not seeing her.

this apartments not big but i dont know where she would be.

i checked lukes room, maybe she went and laid down in his bed.

"liv?"

i walked back out into the living room and then to the kitchen and i saw her phone on the counter.

i tried opening it but it kept saying her password was wrong.

it was 110100, her birthday.

i tried it again and again til i was locked out for a minute.

"liv?" i said louder.

i took her phone with me and put my shoes on.

i swear if shes taking a walk around the neighborhood, im going to pissed, its dark and not the safest to be a female out this late alone.

i pulled the hood of my hoodie over my head and left the apartment.

i called luke first to see if liv was at the bar with everyone else but he said no.

i called john and he said maddie was at home, which is unlike her because shes usually glued to johns side.

i made 2 laps around the block before going back up to the apartment.

"liv this isnt funny, where are you?" i asked searching the apartment again and still not seeing her.

"fuck."

i ran 5 blocks to the bar that the team is at.

i found john, "wheres maddie?"

"i told you shes at home."

"dont fucking lie to me. wheres liv & maddie?"

"they went to my place. im sure they just want some girl time. no need to be uptight man. im about to head home anyway." he said.

i got a beer and downed it.

followed by 4 more.

"you're done. were going home." luke said.

"i cant, livs not there." i said.

"why?"

"because i fucked up." i groaned, trying to get another beer but i was denied by my sober teammates.

luke drove me home but i kept telling him to go to the marinos house.

"lets go check and see if livs up there."

i once again checked the apartment and did not find the blonde haired girl.

"now take me to the marinos." i demanded.

"okay okay."

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luke parked and i walked up to the door.

i knocked but more like banged on the door.

it flew open and john stood there.

"get liv."