Lost Star~Ateez OT8

Planets Align

Heart Skip A Beat

TW - blood, gunshots

I sat there in disbelief thinking about how I now have eight boyfriends. Eight boyfriends. I can’t believe that they actually find me attractive. I’m still stick thin and I have nothing going for me up top and down below. I think I’ve come to the point where I’ve accepted I have a small ass. But the comments of being made fun of for being small chested still rings in my head all day everyday. I have to really fight the urge to not ask them why they wanted to date me. Looking around the room their smiles are so genuine, their eyes so full of joy.

*We should start getting ready to go, we have a bit of a break today but tonight we’re flying to Seattle for the last show of the tour* - Hongjoong

I started to shift in his lap trying to get up so I can let him go get ready but he just held me in place. The other guys got up from their seats and one by one they each came over to me and kissed me on the cheek causing my heart to flutter. Hongjoong on the other hand just stayed with me on the couch. I tried to gently move myself in his lap trying not to hurt him from my weight. I feel heavy.

*Shouldn’t you go get ready too?* My hand softly caressing his face. His eyes sparkled as he moved one arm under my legs and he tightened his other arm around my waist, lurching forward and running with me in his arms. I giggled so much and could feel my cheeks turn pink. How is this man so adorable? Setting me down on the bed with a big smile on his face. He sat down in front of me and brushed some of my hair over my shoulder, he started to learn closer to me moving his hand to my cheek

*Baby is this okay?* I knew what he meant. He was asking permission to kiss me. I leaned closer to him until my lips gently collided with his. The way hes kissing me is so full of passion, I moved my arms around his neck to pull him closer to me deepening the kiss, feeling his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. Perfectly in synch with each other, he kissed me deeply for another minute before breaking our connection. Resting his forehead against mine while we both tried to catch our breath. I could see his cheeks are red and for sure mine are too, a big smile on my face. He softly brushed the back of his hand against my cheek, gave me a kiss on the forehead before he got up and started packing his things into his suitcase.

*Joongje?* His back was to me, he was grabbing his clothes from the closet and immediately halted after I said that, slowly turning to face me with his eyes going wide.
*Oh, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have called you that* before I could finish what I was saying he was already cupping my face giving me another kiss and whispering to me
*Baby don’t apologize, I love it. What did you need princess?*
I giggled slightly looking into his eyes
*I remember you saying that were going to be flying to Seattle tonight. I just wanted to let you know that I have a passport, I keep it in my safety deposit box at my bank. If that makes it easier*
*I don’t want you to have to worry about anything like that baby. But I’ll be sure to let Yunho and Seonghwa know and they’ll go with you to get it after you’re done doing some shopping* his expression so warm

Not a second after he finished talking there was a light knock on the open door and I looked over to see Seonghwa standing in the doorway, slowly making his way over to me. Kneeling down in front of my taking one of his hands in mine

*Love are you ready to go shopping? It’s only ten right now so we can get you some breakfast and take you wherever you want to go*

It’s so hard for me to not giggle like an idiot whenever they speak to me but I nodded my head to him in delight and I wasn’t expecting him to do what he did next. He stayed crouched down in front of me with his back to me and lightly patted his back with one of his hands gesturing for me to get on his back. I let out a laugh this time and joyfully got on his back putting my arms over his shoulders, his arms keeping my legs in place around his waist he walked us out to the front door