Lost Star~Ateez OT8

Rain Drops

Soft Whisper

Rhea POV

My eyes opened, the room is dark again. The drugs no longer making me loopy and my body is in agony. I can feel the tears start to pour down my face when I felt him brush away my tears
*I'm with you sweetheart* - Yeosang
*Yeosang it hurts* I began to cry
*I'm sorry sweetheart. I know, I'll get one of them to bring you your medication okay* - Yeosang
After that he called for Jongho, I can hear his soft footsteps coming up the stairs and into the room
*Hey, is everything okay?* - Jongho
*Can you please grab her something to drink and her pain medication? She's awake again and in a lot of pain* - Yeosang

I can hear Jongho go racing back downstairs and sobs started coming out of my throat. My stomach is so tender right now and I'm trying my hardest not to move but with each sob I let out I slightly shift in bed. I wonder how long it's going to hurt like this for, suddenly memories from last night came into my head. What the fuck is wrong with me honestly. I embarrassed the hell out of myself, I stood there in front of all eight of them in my bra and underwear. My face went tomato red just as Jongho was coming over to the other side of me with a glass of water and a bottle of pills. Yeosang helped me sit up while Jongho took out a pill for me and passed it over to me

*It shouldn't take long for it to start working, maybe twenty minutes okay darling* - Jongho

I gave him a slight nod before falling into him, his arm going around me while he put the water and medication down. Sobs still coming from my throat and I can't make it stop, and just to add salt to the wound. I can feel a panic attack coming on
3...2...1...
My vision started to go dark, my whole body started to shake and I began to hyperventilate, and still choking out sobs from my throat. I can feel Yeosang start to rub my back and Jongho gently took my face in his hands and started counting to ten, my breathing went back to normal. My body still violently shaking causing me to be in even more pain but I could feel them both trying to help calm me down and it did work, until all that was left was my hands shaking but I couldn't stop crying. They both leaned into me and hugging me from both sides and it stopped just like that. The response my body has to them is just crazy to me.

*Thank you, I'm sorry. I can normally deal with panic attacks on my own. And if one of you wouldn't mind moving please. I have to go to the bathroom. I'm sorry*
*No need for apologies sweetheart, I'm not sure if you should be walking just yet so I'll carry you into the bathroom* - Yeosang

Jongho got up and stood at the end of the bed holding a small blanket, Yeosang moved out of the bed and I started to slide myself over and remembered that I wasn't wearing any pjs ... my eyes went wide and I feel so self conscious, I didn't want them to see my body, my body full of self inflicted wounds, my bones poke out from my skin because I can't gain weight. I threw my arms around my chest and Jongho immediately covered me up with the blanket he was holding and Yeosang scooped me up into his arms walking out of the bedroom and down the hall into the bathroom, carefully setting me down so I could do my business when he left the bathroom.
I could feel the tears sting my eyes again, thinking about my body and how they've all seen me like that because my drugged up brain made a fool of myself. I managed pretty well by myself. Carefully hobbling over to the sink to wash my hands, and seeing my new travel bag out on the counter, oh good! I can finally brush my teeth and my hair. I quickly finished up and opened the bathroom door and he gave me a small frown

*Sweetheart you can't be walking yet, you should've just called for me* - Yeosang
With that he picked me back up in his arms and I wrapped my arms around his neck letting out a small giggle, his scent calming me down again making me feel a little sleepy. When we got back into the room there was a pile of clothes on the foot of the bed for me, he set me down gently on the edge of the bed and said he would leave for a minute so I can change. I held up the shirt and I was confused, this wasn't something I bought yesterday. I wonder if it's Yeosangs and giggled a little while I put it on, and I had assumed that these were sweatpants but it was actually a pair of shorts, too big on my even with the drawstring tied tight. It probably won't fall off
*Yeosangie I'm done*
He walked back in and had this huge smile on his face as he came back over and helped me get settled in bed laying down beside me and leaning in to whisper to me
*You look so good in my clothes sweetheart* - Yeosang
I giggled again, I knew it was his clothes and I gently nuzzled myself into him and I was starting to get sleepy again when Yunho came in the room holding a tray of food and two glasses of juice for me and Yeosang.
*Time to eat darling, it's still early right now maybe around ten in the morning. And we'll have to move out again in a couple hours to take the private jet out to Seattle* - Yunho

I gave him a slight nod, started to pick away at the food that was placed in front of me, my appetite feels like it's disappeared and I could barely eat anything, I felt bad, he went through all the trouble of bringing me food and I could barely eat anything. He must've been able to tell I was struggling

*It's okay sweetheart just eat what you can* - Yeosang

I ate a little more before pushing it away, at least now the pain meds have kicked in and I'm not in agony anymore. I wonder where my makeup bag is? I wonder where my stuff is? Hongjoong came in the room
*Here baby, I brought you your stuff* - Hongjoong
*Thanks so much, you didn't have to though*
*We all just want to take care of you and make sure you're happy. So please don't worry about it baby* - Hongjoong

He quietly left the room and it was just me and Yeosang again. I started trying to move to the edge of the bed so I can look for my makeup bag, he kissed my forehead and got up to grab my suitcase placing it on the bed and opening it for me. I reached over and grabbed my makeup bags

*Sweetheart I hope you know just how beautiful you are* - Yeosang

I can feel my cheeks flush red and gave him a small smile as I looked down at my new makeup. Dumping everything out on the bed so I can do my full face makeup and make myself look decent for them ....
His phone rang so he stepped out into the hall and I continued to do my makeup. He came racing back in
*Sorry sweetheart, change of plans. We need to move now, you can finish doing your makeup when we get on the plane* - Yeosang
With that he scooped me up on his arms and started racing down the stairs and out the front door to one of the vans. My stomach started doing flips as I tried to figure out what's going on
Jongho came running to our van and jumped in the back with me and the driver peeled out of the driveway down to the gate and out to the road. And that's when I noticed two black cars with tinted windows behind us