Lost Star~Ateez OT8

Galaxy Smile

Heart Of Glass

I’ve been trying to open my eyes now for at least ten minutes. I was snuggled into his chest taking in his scent and almost drifting back to sleep. Yeosangie stayed with me, I feel bad because he's just been in bed with me the whole time

Finally opening my eyes I moved my head back a little to look at him, to see that he was peacefully asleep. I gently put his arm from my waist on his side and tried to scoot to the edge of the bed so I can get up and use the washroom.
Ah! Success! Yeosang is still sleeping and I made it out of bed. The ice cold floor making me shiver a little as I realize that I’m still only in my bra and panties, quickly grabbing my red set made of satin. Slowly making my way in to the bathroom to do my business, change and brush my teeth and hair. What the fuck. Why didn't I think to grab any clothes. What's wrong with me. Oh! I know! I'm gonna steal some of Yeosangs clothes to wear for today. Perfect! After I was done I really looked at myself in the mirror. My body appeared thinner, had I really lost more weight? Theres a huge bandage on my right side to cover my stitches, I gently traced my fingers over it and it was still tender to the touch but the pain is more bearable. I always did kind of have a high pain tolerance. Just the first day really kicked my ass. I should be okay now. Probably. Seeing myself in the mirror I feel so grossed out. My collarbones more prominent. I did really look like a stick. I wonder if there’s a bathroom scale in here.
Yes! Found one under the sink. Bracing myself, I stepped on the scale, my eyes watering up, that’s when his hands were on my hips, his lips at my ear

*My love please don’t cry, you’re so unbelievably gorgeous. And you shouldn’t be walking around in your condition. How about you let me get you some clothes okay?* - Seonghwa

I nodded in response to him, he lifted me up into his arms and walked out of the room leaving Yeosang sleeping in the bed. Carrying me to a room at the end of the hallway and placing me down on the foot of the bed while he rummaged through his bags. He gave me one of his shirts and a pair of his pj bottoms making me giggle. It's so cute the way they all want me to wear their clothes.
I hope they got their items they placed on me from the nurses at the hospital. I’m positive the clothes I was wearing when I was shot had been tossed in the trash … I’ll have to make up for that

He came back over putting his shirt on my body. Carefully sliding his pants on my legs and giving my legs small kisses as he finished pulling them up. My heart beating faster and my cheeks going red. He cupped my face in his soft warm hands slowly leaning closer to me. I can see his eyes look down at my lips and back to my eyes again. I didn’t hesitate when I closed the distance and felt his lips on mine, slowly synchronizing with each other. I put my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me, so full of passion. He tastes so sweet, it makes me want more. Not long after we were both trying to catch our breath and I let out a giggle.

*Just so you know my love, red is my favorite color* he whispered into my ear and gave me a wink. My whole body going hot. I’m glad I grabbed this red set, I was on the fence about it before but clearly I made the right choice

He picked me back up again in his arms and brought me downstairs to the rest of the guys in the kitchen. Setting me down on one of the chairs at the table. Wooyoung and San were cooking breakfast but I didn’t see Hongjoong anywhere. He must be prepping for the flight. I’ll try not to worry about it.

*Perfect you’re awake dearest, I hope you’re hungry because breakfast is ready* - Wooyoung

He brought over a full plate of food for me giving me a quick kiss on the top of my head and going back to serve himself. I ate as much as I could, my appetite is still gone but I needed to eat something with my antibiotics
Ten minutes later a very sleepy Yeosang came walking in and came over to me right away to whisper into my ear about how I left him sleeping alone. Giving me a pouty face I couldn’t help but laugh and give him a kiss on his cheek telling him I would make it up to him

*I feel really bad about your belongings you put on me, were you able to get them back at the hospital? I’ll be making sure to replace anything that’s missing, especially Hongjoongs clothes* I feel so guilty
*The nurse gave it to us right away. You don’t need replace anything okay, it’s not a bother at all. We just want you to be okay dear* - Yunho

The rest of them all agreeing with him and trying to reassure me. Im still going to apologize to Hongjoong later when I see him. I sat here in awe looking at all of them sitting around the table, joking around and laughing. It’s like a dream come true and I still can’t get my mind to understand that they chose me to be their girlfriend

*Are you okay babe?* - Mingi
*Oh yes, I’m good! I was just thinking about how lucky I am to have you all. I know it hasn’t been very long but you make me so happy and I feel so safe with you, which is something I’ve never felt before* my voice trailed off and my face felt hot, I looked at my hands on the table feeling a little embarrassed. There it was, an eruption from all of them going Awwww at the same time and they all jumped up and surrounded me giving me kisses and complimenting me. How did I get so lucky to be with them?
Hongjoong walked through the door and he had a serious look on his face

*We need to get ready and leave now. Get everything loaded up in fifteen minutes and we’ll head to the airport. I don’t want us to be here any longer then we have to* - Hongjoong

Not a moment’s hesitation and they were all walking out to go start grabbing their bags, leaving me alone with Hongjoong. He walked over to me and pulled my chair out so he can kneel in front of me pushing my legs open so he can be closer to me. He leaned his head into the crook of my neck and I traced my fingertips along his back, and kissing the top of his head, feeling his arms wrap around me a little tighter but gentle enough that it wouldn’t hurt my injury.

*Baby we have some time tomorrow before we have to fly again, and I don’t want to wait any longer. Can I please take you out on a date?* - Hongjoong
I swear my heart was melting inside me. He can look so scary sometimes but he’s such a big teddy bear for me.

*Joongie I’d love to go out on a date with you. I was wondering when you would ask* I giggled and carefully lifted his face so I can look into his eyes, feeling confident and full of courage I kissed him. A couple seconds after returning my kiss, he gently bit my bottom lip making me let out a small whimper. He pulled back enough to give me a wink, lifting me in his arms and pulling me closer into his chest. Softly humming as he twirled us around in the kitchen

*Didn’t you say we had to head out?* There was Jongho leaning against the kitchen doorframe with a big smirk on his face. I chuckled and looked into Hongjoongs face to see him giving Jongho a big toothy grin and sticking his tongue out at him and carried me out to the front door to help me put my shoes on

Jongho followed behind us and gently draped another one of his fuzzy sweaters over my shoulders, a heartwarming smile on his beautiful face. The rest of the guys came down the stairs their hands full of their luggage, including my suitcases.
I sat and waited for them patiently as they all went out the door. Jongho picking me up in his arms carrying me to the van. I wonder if they’ll ever let me walk again, I giggled and kissed his cheek, seeing him lightly blush and getting slightly flustered. Hes so adorable

Now, to Seattle