Lost Star~Ateez OT8

Stuck In The Dark

Life With You

Nyx POV

I was sitting on the counter listening to Jongho humming as he made everyone french toast and bacon for breakfast. I had my hands behind me on the counter and just quietly observed him, feeling myself falling in love with him even more. I still have no idea what time it is but I imagine the guys will be waking up soon anyway
Half an hour later there was movement in the rest of the house and footsteps coming down the stairs. Wooyoung came walking into the kitchen and immediately came over to me standing in between my legs and leaning against the counter. He slid me closed to him and had his head buried in my chest, I rested my head against his and softly stroked my hand through his hair
*Breakfast is ready now, I’ll go wake up the others* he came over to me and leaned towards me and kissed me softly before disappearing to wake up the rest of the guys
*Baby I’m still so tired and I want to sleep more* - Wooyoung
His whiney tone is so adorable
*I know my love but we have a busy day today. If I recall correctly you guys have more training to do, and prep for the start of the tour right*
He whined a little more and nuzzled his face into my neck, kissing me softly all over. Resting his head back into the crook of my neck and I kept running my hand through his hair
The guys came walking in all sleepy eyed, greeting me with a good morning in each of their own raspy sleepy voices making me smile. They all started serving themselves food including Wooyoung and going to sit down in the living room, but I don’t want to eat anything right now so I hopped down from the counter top, and walked to Jonghos room to grab my phone and going into my own room, sitting on the bed and opening up my text messages to send a message to Callie
-please tell me you’re awake-
-bitch I’ve been waiting for you to message me to tell me how your date went with Jongho last night-
-callie I’m so exhausted right now, are you guys coming over so the guys can do more training, or are we going over there? I have no idea whats even happening today-
-well, since its Saturday now, I think Chan said that they would be trying to get more practice in before the tour starts, but I’ll have to double check with him. Just give me a couple minutes and I’ll find out-
I set my phone down on the bed next to me, looking down at Jonghos clothes on my body and feeling fucking disgusted with myself. I grabbed my phone in my hand and went into the bathroom and stripped out of his clothes, staring at myself in the mirror, seeing my bones still popping out of my skin, bruises on my hips and thighs from Jongho last night, faint marks around my wrists from him tying me to the headboard. I went over to my bathroom scale and stepped on trying to brace myself for the result and to my surprise I’ve somehow managed to gain weight. I’m now 105 pounds. That’s something at least. But the longer I stared in the mirror, the grosser I felt. I walked out into my room again, going to my closet and getting dressed for the day, in clothes I would be able to move around with so I can get some training in too. I still want to learn how to defend myself at the very least since I don’t have the mental capabilities to handle helping them with their mafia business. I went back into the bathroom throwing my hair into braids, tears streaming down my face as I did, my phone vibrating on the counter