Hold Me Close

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Moonlight Ocean

Nyx POV
I woke up wondering what time it is. I’m laying in Yeosangs bed and I’m wearing a shirt and a pair of shorts. He must’ve put it on me after I passed out on him in the bath, oops. I rolled over and saw him laying on his side, his back to me. I wiggled closer to him and slipped my hand onto his body until my arm was over him and snuggled into him, he shuffled around for a little bit. I was about to close my eyes and go back to sleep when he rolled on his back and looked at me
*Good morning sweetheart. How do you feel today?* He was whispering so soft I could barely hear him
*Meaning am I hungover? Because I don’t get hangovers. I could drink just as much tonight and wake up tomorrow with no hangover*
*Well aren’t you lucky, because I have a slight headache right now* his lips turning into a pout
*I’m sorry I passed out on you last night, I feel bad you had to dress me and put me to bed*
*It’s no problem to me sweetheart, I’m always happy to take care of you. And especially after the night we had. I had to take care of my baby*
My face went red, flashbacks of last night coming back into my head and I can feel the heat between my legs. I lifted up the blanket and pulled my shirt up a little and saw hand shaped bruises on my hips from him gripping on to me last night. I pushed my shirt back down and covered up again looking into his eyes
*I didn’t hurt you last night did I? Because you also have marks all over your neck* - Yeosang
*No babe you didn’t hurt me, I would have told you if you were. And the marks don’t bother me, I think it’s hot. And I can say the same about you with your neck* I put my hand over my mouth
He chuckled a little and said he loved it. He sat up and had me lifted in his arms and walked into his bathroom to look in the mirror. I pulled down my shirt and looked at my chest seeing hickeys and teeth marks. I turned to him and took his shirt off. Turning him around so I could see his back, red scratch marks in every direction. Oh my god what’s wrong with me
*Yeosangie I’m so sorry. Your back is such a wreck because of me*
He turned back around to face me, lifting my chin up so he can look into my eyes
*Sweetheart don’t feel bad, I loved everything about last night, and I love that you marked me as yours* he kissed me and put his shirt back on grabbing my hand and walking out of the bathroom and taking us down into the kitchen. Seonghwa, Jongho and Hongjoong all awake. The rest must be sleeping still.
Yeosang started making us all something to eat and I just leaned against the counter
*So are you guys really hungover too?* - Jongho
*I don’t get hangovers so I feel completely fine right now, maybe a little tired still* They looked at me with shock and disbelief
*Angel you’re so lucky, because this sucks right now. I want to go back to bed and just lay down in the darkness* - Seonghwa
*Baby did you have fun last night?* - Hongjoong
*Yeah I did. Thank you all so much. I had a blast, I don’t remember the last time I drank that much. And I’m sorry if I was a handful last night*
*You were completely adorable in your drunken state. Don’t worry babe* - Jongho
They were about to go to the living room, Jongho and Hongjoong going first and then I was about to join them as well. Yeosangie staying in the kitchen finishing up making breakfast. I got closer to Seonghwa, he whispered in my ear
*I’m still going to get you back for last night, bratty girl*
My face went red. I fucking teased them all last night as much as I could. Honestly I feel a little proud of myself for it. Maybe I’ll ask them to take me shopping later. Start filling my wardrobe back up full of my style of clothing and buy more shoes. Maybe dye my hair and do my nails? I have no idea right now
I walked into the living room seeing Hongjoong and Jongho sitting on separate couches. I went over to Jongho and laid down putting my head in his lap. Even with me laying down like this you could still fit two more people on the couch.
He looked down at me sweetly, running his hand through my hair and softly touching my cheek
*If it’s okay. Can I take one of your cars later?*
*How come angel eyes?*
*I need to get more clothes, I hate the stuff I have. It’s too bright. And I was thinking about doing my hair and nails. I haven’t decided yet*
*We’re happy to take you anywhere you want angel eyes, we can go after we eat if you’d like*
*That sounds like a good idea. Thanks Jongho*
*Jongho, Yunho and Yeosang can take you. I have a meeting today, Seonghwa, San, Mingi and Wooyoung all have some training to do* - Hongjoong
*Are we starting up with missions again?* - Jongho
*Yes exactly that. We still have at least two months until we do our next comeback. So our schedules will be jam packed. Recording, learning new choreography, and missions are coming in now*
*Oh. Speaking of you guys doing missions. Felix is going to start training me in combat and everything. So I guess I’ll be gone most of the time doing that*
Silence. They all exchanged looks between each other
*No. Absolutely not. You don’t need training for anything. Were here to protect you and keep you safe* - Hongjoong
*Yes I realize that. But I’m still going to do it anyway. I’m tired of having to be looked after and rescued from danger. I really want to do this*
*If you’re that insistent on it then we will start training you here. No need for you to go to Stray Kids all the time* - Seonghwa
His jaw locking tight, Hongjoong had that same jealous look on his face.
*Oh and another thing. What do you guys have against me spending time with Stray Kids, Callie is with them and that means I’ll see them every now and then*
More silence. Jonghos leg bouncing in place, Hongjoong and Seonghwa both have that look on their faces, their hands in tight fists.
*Are you all jealous of me being friends with them, is that what’s going on here? Because Felix told me that you guys are all close so I don’t see what the problem is. And Chan said they think of me as their sister, I’m with you guys. I want to be with only you*
*It’s true we are close to them. We just get jealous and I guess you could say possessive about you baby. You have no idea how truly gorgeous you are, whenever were out somewhere, all eyes are always on you. There’s no problem with you being friends with them at all. But you could’ve come to us about training* - Hongjoong
*I was just worried you would say no*
*We can figure something out in between schedules and we’ll get started right away okay, I promise* - Seonghwa
Yeosang announced that breakfast is ready and he was going to go wake the others while we sat down. I’m a little worried about them seeing my neck after Yeosang last night. But I guess they’ve already seen me in a similar way because of Hongjoong. Who cares right? I’m sure at some point that the others will do the same too.
Eyes barely open, and their sleepy voices so adorable. They all came in and said good morning and slumped down into a chair. Eating in comfortable silence. We all started getting ready to head out after that. I did my makeup and didn’t bother much with my hair, I’ve decided that today I’m going to dye it again. I’ve had enough of the purple and it was nice while it lasted. And put on a pair of skinny jeans with a crop top and a cardigan

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