Far Too Long

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I've spent too long
Far too long
Trying to please these demons of my past
Wasting my time trying to bargain
To threaten
To beg
To pray
To wish for a difference in what I've done
I can't take the lies anymore
The constant white lies told
To any one who may worry
To anyone who might are even cared
They suffocate me
On the edge
Now falling off
Why can't it be over for me
I don't care anymore
Rip out my wings
Tear from my chest my heart
Cease it's annoyingly persistent beating
Turn it black and cold like all of yours
Take everything I have ever loved
Have me watch as you burn it to the ground
Bury me in the ashes
Pile all of it
All if my mistakes
The burdens
The demons of my past
Bury me in them
Suffocate me please
So I can finally breath

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