You want to say something about me
You want to go behind my back and say shit that ain't true
Well go the fuck ahead
You think that I'm a piece of shit
You think that I should just die
Well so do I
But if your going to say all of this
Get your fucking facts straight
Yah I went to the hospital
Yah I tried to kill myself
Numerous fucking times
No I didn't cut 200 different times
If you count my thighs
My sides
My ankles
My arms
It was a total of more like 400 some
No I am not a freshman
I just finished my sophomore year
Yah people hate me
I hate myself
So you can just stop
I don't care if you think I'm worthless
I don't care that you think I should just disappear
Why should I when I think the same thing a out myself
You do t know how fucking hard it is for me to get out of bed everyday
You don't know how hard it was to go back to school to even come home after more than a week of being locked inside a hospital ward surrounded by people who looked down at me like I was just another paycheck
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH EVERYDAY WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR YOU DONT KNOW THE PAIN IVE BEEN THROUGH YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME YOU DONT KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO RESIST THE SHARP EDGE OF A BLADE YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LONG FOR MY LIFE TO JUST END SO SHUT. YOUR. FUCKING. MOUTH.
YOU ARE READING
The Hauntings of My Mind
RandomSo this is my book of poetry. it starts off with a few of my really old poems but I promise you they get better. sorry if the poems are a little depressed or kinda sad, when I write I put my emotions into it and usually I write best when I'm upset...
