I want to see who I can really be
To show how much I care about you
To share this ultimate show of love
But I don't want you to see
To be
I don't know
Ashamed of me
To see who I really am
And to change your mind
To see me
And to think
God damn what the hell did I get myself into
I'm nervous
And scared
Wanting to just call everything off
And not say a word
To hide
And hate myself
Either way I know I'll let you down
In some way or another
I know that something will change
I don't see this as a way not to lose you
Although I hope I don't
I see this as a way to show you for real how much I love you
I go back and forth
Hour after hour
Thinking about it all
All that could go wrong
All that would change
All that would stay the same
All that could go right
Everything
Just everything
I don't know how to explain it
It's not a fear
It's not a worry
It's not a dream
It's not a nightmare
It's reality
Just help me get through this
Help me find the way
STAI LEGGENDO
The Hauntings of My Mind
CasualeSo this is my book of poetry. it starts off with a few of my really old poems but I promise you they get better. sorry if the poems are a little depressed or kinda sad, when I write I put my emotions into it and usually I write best when I'm upset...
