I want it to be perfect
For everything to go right
But I know it won't be
I'll mess it up
Just like I always do
I don't know what you really think
What's going on inside your head
I don't even know what I think
I want....everything
I'm sure of.... nothing
I don't want things to change
I don't want to mess this all up
I don't want to be someone who you don't want me to be
I want to be your friend
I want to be there for to forever and always
I want to be true to myself
To be who I really am
I'm sick of hiding behind this endless facade
This lie
That I'm alright
That I don't need to depend on anyone I don't want to show just how weak and defenseless I really am
I don't want you to see how vulnerable I am on the inside
Behind my mask
I don't want to show how nervous I am
Of showing the real me
I'm sorry
YOU ARE READING
The Hauntings of My Mind
RandomSo this is my book of poetry. it starts off with a few of my really old poems but I promise you they get better. sorry if the poems are a little depressed or kinda sad, when I write I put my emotions into it and usually I write best when I'm upset...
