It makes me mad
Wanting to cry
Shaking my head back from side to side
Why is it I fail everytime I try
It's hold, a leash around my neck
No matter how hard I pull
And struggle
Trying to get away
I always come back
It's my crushing cage
And I it's devoted lover
No matter how much it hurts
I hold it closer
A simple word will set it off
Taking weeks just to push it back under
All those around me
Hopefully never to discover
The hesitation I feel
And the regret that clouds my mind
My crushing cage helps me through
Basking in it's numbness
Imperfections to my body the only payment needed
For this high of no feelings
It waits in the background
Always waiting to be found
To be needed
And I am an excellent finder
Always in need
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The Hauntings of My Mind
RandomSo this is my book of poetry. it starts off with a few of my really old poems but I promise you they get better. sorry if the poems are a little depressed or kinda sad, when I write I put my emotions into it and usually I write best when I'm upset...
