One-shot book Of BSD Ships and Drabbles

Episode - Soukoku

Episodes like depression or wanting to be alone were common for Dazai. Most of the times he pushes through them or they come on days he have off. Sometimes, he even had bad ones randomly happen and the agency actually noticed he was off but he played it off which they left alone after. Sometimes, when it gets to the point where he can't control himself, becomes a doll, he ends up at Chuuya's place.

His ex partner never turns him away though, it's something Dazai adored. His own personal caretaker if he goes by proper terms but neither of them consider it that. They trust each other, always have been, why won't they take care of each other when needed? Dazai does it for corruption so Chuuya can take time for his mindset. They both care and worry and can't decide for the other to not do those things.

Last night was no difference, Chuuya found the man crouched outside his place. He was against the wall in a ball, bloody and loose bandages, gripping the item used. The coat was not in sight, obvious to not destroy the value of it so no wonder he was shaking. Chuuya just opened the door after closing his umbrella, helping the man inside slowly. He had to talk with him a bit to not pass boundaries and to see what scale he was on. The ginger took care from bathing him to cleaning to dressing and feeding. They went to sleep cuddling after chuuya finished some papers; dazai waited, watching from afar...

Dazai woke up the same but a bit better. Chuuya could tell just by the mouth not moving like last night. He got hums and such though, the prodigy only gave head shakes or blank stares before so it made him smile. The problem was he needed to go to work, they both needed to. Dazai being him, wanted to go but the ginger couldn't. He couldn't let him go unsupervised, especially not to the agency who knows nothing about how to watch or take care of his idiot partner like this-

"Here put this on, i got it, this morning" Chuuya handed him his trench coat "You will freeze Samu. Or do you want one of mine that I have for you?"

"..Mm"

"Good" He watched the man put it on slowly "Here let me help, your nerves are still"

Dazai let out a small giggle at the smaller one. Chuuya shot him a dirty but amused look knowing what he meant. I mean, hes not wrong. The man basically acting like his house wife or something. The ginger didn't care if he was or not, they kept each other sane is why. They cared and yearned for each other as much as they don't talk or show it much still. Chuuya went grabbing the bow tie, fixing it seeing the jewel falling

Dazai only stared at the relaxed expression, too dull. Chuuya always filled with emotions, either it being anger or his cocky smirk, it was unsettling. The prodigy didn't mind it, especially in moments like these, it showed he was important. It showed hes able to not keep a mask up and be free. The eyes shot up making his mind blink that he was carressing the ginger loose locks-

"What's up? You are smiling at me"

"...N'thin"

"Yeah?" Chuuya let out a hum "Cause It looks like you want to kiss me"

Dazai rolled his eyes before giving the ginger a loving press. The gloved hands rested on the others chest through it as their eyes fluttered shut. They needed these simple affection, they were too physical when not like this. It was sorta unhealthy for both since they do the exact opposite of these sweet actions.

Once parted, the two rubbed their lips in from the lip gloss. Chuuya patted dazais chest getting a nod. Dazai went heading to the door as chuuya went to put his hair in his signature style. A bark went out the quiet house, closer to Dazai. He crouched down rubbing the dogs head who was blocked in a corner by a circluar gate with no roof. The boy was only in their cause of Dazais state. The loaf butt nub wagged at the affection before he was let out. It shook panting from being happy before jumping up on his leg-