*16* Change of plan

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“Thank you”. I said briefly.  You finally started talking to me again.  I felt great relief when you explained to me the reason for your behavior.  I was a bit mad at Heart for this.  Dunk found information about it, Heart was part poltergeist, this malicious spirit, apparently he himself didn't understand why he became this way.

We only spent two days apart, but it felt like an eternity!  Oh, Fourth, you must know that it was torture for me!  Fortunately, I got my friend back.  When you shook my hand in agreement, I said:

“If I get a chance to hold someone's hand, I never let go of it easily, remember that”. And I winked at you.  I probably stole this line from some movie or series, but I didn't care, the most important thing was to get you back.  This afternoon, thanks to you, I had an honest conversation with Chen.  I actually knew about his feelings and remembered our kiss, but I pretended not to remember so as not to lose my friend.  Joong is not a bad person, I just feel in my heart that he is not the one.  I didn't want to upset or hurt him, but he said he could handle it.  There was nothing left for me to do but trust him.  Except... Except that I have trouble trusting people.

That day, I saw you two leaving the building where we were recording our music video, but it was very difficult, the atmosphere was tense.  I decided to follow you, but you were so absorbed in the conversation that you didn't even notice that I was following you.  I was sorry to hear what Joong said about myself, but it was the truth and I couldn't escape it.  Looking at me today, hearing my mean voice (yeah, I realize I sound like a spoiled brat, I'm sorry about that, I think it's time for a change), my loud laugh and seeing me not caring what others think, would you believe  that a few years earlier I cared so much about their opinion that I started a hunger strike and ended up in hospital?

P'Joong and P'Pond were there for me then, they supported me, they didn't let me give up.  Therefore, even though I do not believe in love, I decided not to interfere between Pond and Phuwin.  I owe them a great debt that I may never repay.  If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be here, Fourth...

I look at you from above my laptop screen, you catch my eye and you smile.  There are sheets of paper about our music video spread out in front of you.

  There are sheets of paper about our music video spread out in front of you

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“I'll try better”. You promised me a few hours ago and I can really see that you're trying.  You're sitting on a pillow on the floor, your glasses are on your nose, and I'm so surprised by the sight that for a moment I even forget my name.  You look like a completely different person with glasses, and when you clumsily try to blow a balloon out of the gum you're chewing, you're both cute and hot.  There's something about you that makes me a little afraid of you, but at the same time I want to be close to you.  That's funny.

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