They went back to Gem's home together. Gem reached for his boyfriend's hand but Fourth hesitated to hold Gem's hand for an unknown reason and Gem didn't try it for the second time when the first time turned out to be a failure. He felt a tiny bit of bitter disappointment. «It's only holding hands, that's not a big deal, is it? Oh, right, it is big deal... Why do I keep forgetting who we are? We're not free people anymore, we can't even hold hands like all normal couples... Why? What's so wrong with that? I... I only want to know that you are really here, really with me!»
"Never disappear on me like this, GemGem. I didn't know what happened. I thought something bad and..."
"Yes, I know, I'm sorry. I promise, it'll never happen again".
Gemini, who never wanted to apologize to anyone first, now felt the urge to apologize to his boyfriend. He looked at his face when they walked through the door and went to his room. He was lying. His own heart clenched painfully at the thought of being forced to lie again, this time for the sake of someone who had become his reason to fight, for someone who could always bring a smile to his face and a bright blush to his face. For the sake of someone who seemed innocent and pure, but in reality had a dirty mind and could be a real devil, kissing Gem as if the fate of the whole world depended on it. Gem didn't feel like lying to him, but he couldn't tell him the truth either. He knew that if he did, Fourth would try to stop him. He couldn't let that happen.
Fourth was really handsome and beautiful. Gem wanted to outline his face with his own fingers and kiss this cute mole on Nattawat's nose. He wanted to look into these charming brown eyes for an eternity. He wanted to stop time at this perfect moment when they looked at each other and when all what mattered were their own feelings. Fourth made Gem sit on the chair next to the table and poured him a glass of water.
"Here, drink it. You were sleeping for so long without eating or drinking, drink this water and in the meanwhile I'll fix something to eat".
"Okie, my hot cook. Do you know that you look really tempting when you cook? I don't want to eat food, I want to eat FotFot".
"Stop flirting with me, I am already your boyfriend, did you forget it?"
"Who said boyfriends can't flirt with each other?"
"It's the rule".
"Rules set by whom? I don't like rules, I like breaking them. Are you interested in breaking rules together with me?"
"It doesn't matter but if you won't stop, I'll burn you with hot oil".
"Oh, I thought you're already burning me with the fire of desire".
Gem said it and his own face and even ears turned red. Even tho he was so used to flirting with Pond when they worked together, this was different. Mostly because for the first time all the emotions and feelings were real. But Gemini was somehow happy that Fourth will be the only one to see this side of him. He didn't want to show it to anyone else.
"GEM!!!"
Nattawat yelled at him, while trying so hard to not blush. He ran away to the kitchen.
«He's so damn cute! How could I resist him? I want him. And I want to give him something I've never given to anyone. If my plan won't work, I may be dead soon. I want to give something special to Fourth. I want to make him understand how much I love him and I care about him. I'll do everything to be back with him, but what if Annabelle and Gun won't fall into the trap set by me? Next days will be hectic, we won't have much time for each other. So tonight I want to do it. If these are our last moments together, I want them to be as happy and special as possible. If I lose and have to die, I will leave this world with his voice in my ears, with his memory in me. If these are our last moments together, let them be filled with happiness and love. And let them leave an indelible mark - proof that what happened between us was real and not just a figment of our dirty imagination. I'm so close to begging him to let me be his tonight. I want him. I want to kiss him, I want to touch him, I want his skin, his body on my body, him inside me, him whispering my name. I want to get to know him as nobody else will ever be allowed to. I want him».
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Fanfiction{DEVIL: Despite Everything, Villain I Loved} Gemini Norawit has many secrets, but the boy next to him seems to have even more of them. Gem has to think over his life once again to understand who he really is. Will famous but hated by many musician f...
