The sweetest nightmares (Loki&Elsa and Jack&Elsa function novel)

Part 16 - The horrible truth

Elsa :

I am weaking to one of the mountains we agreed to meet when it will be cold enough for snowy at noon.

I waited on the top of the mountain like we agreed to do,
I got a bit bored of waiting and started imagine the roses that will appear when the spring will come back.

The spring that will be better than ever,
because of him.
I want him to stay so we will be able to see those first roses together.
And from that spring to the next and to the next.

I created an icicle with a form of a rose, watched the soft light playing in it's (עלי כותרת ).

Then I saw someone in the distance,
I looked up ,
and it was him.

We ran forwards each other as the cold wind passed our faces faster and faster, and kissed wildly.

-"Elsa, my love, where have you been? I want to know that you exsist,
that I am not just imagining you. " The madness in his eyes proved it,
yet had some (הגזמה ), like he is stressed from something he is going to do.

-"I have never been far away...."
I smiled for him to relax.
He is like a fire that never (כובה ),
Unrestrained flame that always needs someone to cool it down.

"I'm in here. "
I put my hand upon his chest, where the heart should be.

-"In this (מצולק ) ,bleeding place? "
He constantly (מתקשה ) believe that I am by his side....

-"I can cure it."
His smile disappeared,
He looked to the other side seriously took his look back to my face,
and said:

-"Elsa....
Can you cure it..... for the rest of our lives? "
He looked at me ,even more seriously.

- "What.....
What do you mean? "
I didn't understand.

- " Elsa....
I need you to answer a very important question. "

-"Okay...." I blushed.

-"Elsa, you know you mean a world for me. "
-"Of course I do Edward. "
His feace looked tourchered again.

-"You know that I love you, don't you Elsa? "
- "Of course I do."
I caressed his face so he will relax, but he continued seriously :

"Elsa.....
Will you stay with me to the rest of our lives? "

He knelt.
"Will you marry me? "

I was shocked.
I smiled and blushed so much until I thought I was all red.
I almost said yes....

"But wait!
Before you will answer my question...."
He looked more stressed.
"There is something that you should know. "

His eyes got sad,
He turned his back to me so I won't see him.
"Will you expect the horrible truth?
Elsa? "
The (אנחות ) in his voice maked me even more stressed.

What can it possibly be?

He turned dramatically, to see my face and said :

"I am not who you think that I am."