The sweetest nightmares (Loki&Elsa and Jack&Elsa function novel)

Part 39 - Battle scars

* Read this chapter with the amazing song "Battle scars". ;) enjoy!

Elsa:

I walked in the ice room innocently.

My blue dress swiping the clear floors behind me with it's robe full of sewed snowflakes.
I thought how would I get Arandle back to normal after the war.

I turned my back to the terrace and said to myself if they will win the war there won't be any problems and I could handle the distraction of houses, snow melting and trade problems.

The evening already did fell on the heavenly dom. Getting filled with stars , after twilight.

-'But , what if Jack will-?'
A cold wind brushed my face and I felt somehow sad.
-'He isn't here. He won't come back. Conceal. Don't-'

Suddenly,
I heared something landing on the floors of ice gently.

The cold wind of the landing brushed my back like electric wave.
The chills of it got undernunderneath my skin,through my veins.

They got me in conscious when I suddenly heared:

"Hello Elsa."

I turned around.
-"  Jack , "
I ran to him on ice heels to hug him.
I got in his arms and he held me very tightly.
I heard the blessed ton of his voice.

-"Elsa, I am so glad I finally sneaked into your place.
You have no idea how much I missed you, I couldn't stand being myself without meeting you here."
I almost cried of happiness.

Then I blamed him selfishly and not as my habit.
-"How could you leave me for month?
I missed you so much, I was thinking you left me and -."

He cupped my chin and made me look at his face.
His hand got cool chills of his touch to my skin.

-"I had never left you, I never have and I never will." He looked straight into my eyes.

-"Couldn't you come to one little visit once a while?
I would have done everything to get a sing that you're alright Jack. "

He smiled and understood.
-"The snowflake, Elsa, was for you."
I understood and relaxed.

-"I am so glad that you came."
I kissed him and smiled.

We talked passionatly of all the time we have been apart and I felt so high when he was near by me finally.
I could even tell he had a pink print of blush on his face when we kissed me.

He is more alive than ever.

"And.... How were you - in the front?"

He tried not to answer.
"Jack, you know you can always tell me...."

He looked to another way and I crassed his chest.

He wants to hide the chaos within him and only love could make him speak. I know.

He started talling;
-" I was cold , I was ultimately trainning for it all and I couldn't work out a way to win all the battles.
When you steeped in my mind I instantly missed my target. Only my combat skills was still good because of the anger.
All night I was thinking about you wishing I could be a lover. Not a warrior. Getting crazy of being alone.
Awake all night long.
All morning I got the best out of myself 'till I ripped myself to pieces and these battle scars!
Elsa,
They get in so deeply when you- ."
He trailed off for a second but he explained himself.

"The feelings
you made me feel is the best gift someone ever gave me.
It's forbidden,
but it's the most incredible thing I have ever had!
I tried to hide it but it wasn't good enough for the guardians.
I made sure the team never knew what happened to me last month - I kept hiding and lying about us to them -  they always said I should forget this whatever happen to me there no matter what it was.
I don't want you to see that.
I was at the front line with my staff alone!
I wanted you to be safe, and it hurt so much not knowing."
He was looking like he suffered for ages.