my girl.. (BWWM-INTERRACIAL)

chapter 27

Chapter 27
Tuesday November 17

I walked into Cameron's room and laid in his bed. I haven't slept with Cameron in about 2 days and I missed him. I waited for about 20 minutes before he came in his room with some chocolate cake. "I bought you some cake" he said "I see" he came over and handed me it. I ate a couple piece and threw it away "I'll be right back" I said and I ran to my bathroom and peed then brushed my teeth again and rinsed my face. I went back to Cameron's room and laid down again. How are you baby girl?" He asked me "fine, you" I looked at him "I'll be perfect when you tell me whats on your mind" he said "nothing is wrong" I said he sighed "babe, I stalked you for like 2 years, i know when there is something wrong." He said I sighed "I don't want to talk about it cameron" I said "listen babe, you are seriously the best thing that has ever happened to me, you and lina. I lived in that hell hole of a house all of my life and you came along and fixed everything that Tina broke. You even made Lina happy and I haven't seen her like this since I bought her some barbie doll. I love you so Jordan, I'd be damned if I lost you" Cameron said "I'm sorry Cameron. Its just the topic that was brought up today about my parents made a lot of repressed memories come back, memories that have affected me a lot. Four years ago, as you know my parents left, along with my happiness, excitement, my padrino, my sisters, everything. I was lonely for awhile but I got used to it. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I was so used to everyone leaving me I didn't want to get to know you, I was scared, but you just kept on showing up everywhere and I asked god like am I supposed to just go for this, I had nothing to lose so I did and turns out you were just want I needed. I love you so much cameron" I told him. Then he grabbed my face and kissed me, rolling on top of me. I ignored the pain from my face and back and started feeling up his back as he was kissing and sucking my neck and chest he hit a spot under the side of my chin and I let out a loud moan "found it" he said I would have laughed but he was still sucking that spot sucking my soul out of my body. I started pulling his shirt off and once it was I got turned on a lot more. He started in buttoning my shirt but stopped once my bra and cleavage was fully exposed. He started kissing down there while I was moaning and biting my lip trying to stop moaning. He came back up to me and kissed me ever so passionate and gently. He pulled away and stared into my eyes "you are absolutely perfect" he said I smiled giving him another kiss "I love you" I told him "I love you to baby girl" he said "hey kendall was right" he touched my boob "perfect" he winked I punched his arm and he smiled then got off of me pulling me on him. I sat up and played with his hand "I love your tattoos" I traced on his arm "I love you" he said I smiled "you're so cute" I pinched his cheek. I spread my body out on top of him "are you sure I don't suffocate you?" I asked "I'm sure" he said "good because I like this position" I said he chuckled. This is a bliss