my girl.. (BWWM-INTERRACIAL)

chapter 36

Chapter 36
Sunday November 29th 2015
Cameron

I saw jordan pull off and I let out a sigh of relief knowing she was gonna be safe. I turned towards Chris, the leader of a gang I used to be in. Once I looked at him, His fist connected with my jaw. "You had one job, only one and you decided to leave like know one would find you again. You, my friend will never be able to hide. Ever" I licked my lip, tasting the blood. "Did you honestly think I was gonna stay in that shit hole? I had a life-" he cut me off "no the fuck you didn't. You and your life was pathetic, why do you think you joined this gang?!" He yelled taking a step towards me. I took a step towards him "I'm not in this shit anymore. I have better things to do than to work for you, and wish I could kill you myself" I was right in front of his face now "you are absolutely worthless to society. You fail at every obstacle life gives you. You have nothing to do, nor look forward to, but smoke a blunt and fuck hoes out of boredom. You are a nobody. Incredibly oblivious to see how much everyone around you hates you. You're trash Chris." He smiled at me "that's just what I needed to hear. You are coming back in this gang if you like it or not" he had his finger on my chest and put his head to the side of mine "what a beautiful little girlfriend you have" he let out a chuckle and I threw my fist back punching him in his face multiple times. I felt someone grab me by my arms and saw it was just Ben, Austin, and james "you will never, touch her. She has nothing to do with it you fucking pussy ass bitch!" I heard Chris laughing "you know where to find me cameron. Remember, we're watching you" they got in their cars and drove away. "FUCK!" I screamed punching a cars window out. "Where the fuck is Jordan?" I walked towards Ben car with them running after me "calm down dude" Ben opened the drivers seat door while I got in the passenger seat. I didn't want to curse out Ben right now sow I just took steady breaths and felt my jaw cleanching. Three minutes later we pulled up at the old diner we used to go to. I opened the door and slightly jogged to the door I opened the door and saw her sitting at the booth drinking what I'm guessing coffee. She had red eyes and tear stains on her face. I sped walked towards her she looked up and stood up wrapping her arms around my neck standing on her tippy toes while I was slightly crouching. "I'm alright baby" I felt her hand massage my scalp making my body relax. "We need to go right now" she didn't let me go. I took her hands and in wrapped them from around my neck placing them in front of my face, kissing them. "We gotta go" I took her hand and guided her out I got my keys from her and sat drivers seat while she laid her head in the window and took my hand. I squeezed her small hand and started the car driving away. Fuck my life

1:23 pm

She was still sleeping since we got back around 6. I stayed up for awhile just watching her sleep. She is gorgeous, sleeping so peacefully. She was my angel, my only light. "I love you so much, nothing is gonna happen to you, I promise" I kissed her temple and she rolled to my side "I love you to" her eyes were still closed and a smile was on her lips "you're awake" I said "and you have some things to explain" my body got complete rigid. I got mad all over again. "Do we have to talk about this right now?" I was looking forward. I heard her move and she was in my lap now. She grabbed my chin and made me face her "yes cameron" I knew by her tone she was very serious. I groaned "basically a couple years ago, before Lina was born, I was in a gang. I sold drugs, I hurt people, i- I um killed people" she removed her hand from my chin "Jordan, I didn't want to I promise. I had to do it or I was gonna get killed. I'm so sorry. I live with the guilt every single day of my life. I was a monster & I still am to this day. I am so sorry, I just really need you here with me right now" I begged her taking her hand. She looked at me for a second and nodded. "So, after awhile, I was really over the gang and I didn't want to be in it anymore. Chris, the leader, sent me on a mission to collect drug money, but I skipped the mission and never came back. I guess they found me and want me back now. They're trying to lure me in, using you. Everything will be perfectly fine. They won't touch you, and they won't hurt me alright?" She nodded. I gave her a long kiss on her lips and she pulled away. "I need a minute to think" she got up and walked out of the room. I ran a hand through my hair, and stood up. Boy have I fucked up.