Holding on to you

Confessions

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Chapter 7

"You guys don't have to come in with me, I don't need any help telling my best friend that I've been lying to her for four months."

I sat in the Limo that was parked in front of Jessy's house with Killian and Kinsley. I avoided looking at Killian but looked at his sister instead. I was still upset at what he did to me earlier, but he didn't seem to care and that pissed me off even more. The fact that my mood didn't even faze him made me want to scream.

"Yeah, sure take your time and call me if you need me."

I smiled at Kinsley for understanding, but it dropped from my face when I saw Killian giving her an irritated look. However, Kinsley just rolled her eyes at him and stared him down just the same.

"Don't give me that look, she wants to talk to her best friend in private and that doesn't include you. Not everything she does will include you, get used to it."

I was grateful for her saying the words that I was afraid to say. I know I should stand up to him but I was too much of a coward to do so. I might be a confident badass when I'm with my brothers, but none of them scares me the ways Killian does.

I looked between brother and sister who were still having a stare off and decided that I wasn't going to sit there and wait until the two stubbornest people I know decides which one of them was right because it would be a very long wait.

Rolling my eyes, I grabbed the door of the limo about to get out but stopped in my tracks when Killian called my name.

"RED!"

The whimper that escaped me was weak and pathetic making me feel thoroughly ashamed of myself. I slowly moved my hand away from the door and looked up at him. My complete and utter fear evident in my face and I didn't dare look at Kinsley for fear of seeing pity and disappointment in her eyes.

"Did I say you can leave?"

His voice was cold and held a hard edge to it. I don't know why is it he's always pissed off with me?

"I-I, um, I'm s-sorry."

I was going to look away from him but then I remembered how much he hated that. I watched as he clenched and unclenched his jaw, working hard to control his anger. I swallowed the lump in my throat and like always his intense stare made me start shaking. I just couldn't help it, that's just the effect he had on me.

He pressed the button to whine down the window that separate the driver from us and started talking,

"Jeff, take us to the airport."

I gasped, and Kinsley said, "What?"

I started panicking, I needed to talk to my best friend, I couldn't just leave without telling her what I promised I would. She'd never forgive me. So in an attempt to stop him from making my best friend hate me, I leapt across the seat and straddle him. Taking his face in my hands, I brought my lips down to his and kissed him with everything in me.

He growled deep in his throat, pulling me closer. His hands found their way into my hair and he pulled slightly causing me to hissed in pain. For him it was all about making me feel pain, I don't know why he does it, but he seems to need it, crave it actually.

Breaking the kiss and pulling away, I looked him in his eyes and saw passion and lust burning so strong that I felt it to my core.

"Please, Killian," I pleaded, "Please let me see my best friend."