Holding on to you

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Chapter 19

Killian's P.O.V

"You hit like a girl."

He was pissing me off, we've been at it for over an hour and I've only been able to get four shots in.

"Come on, my grandmother could hit harder than you, show me what you've got, kid."

That's it! I was done pussy footing around him, I knew that it was the tension in the house that was making me lose focus. It's been two days since those f**kers showed up in my house, and for those two days, I had to endure their not so subtle PDAs. However, that didn't bother me as much as having Red not talk to me, it didn't matter what I did, she still refused to talk to me.

At night or whenever I wanted her, she would come to me with no questions ask, but after it was back to square one. That night in the gym she said I hurt her and until I apologised she wasn't going to talk to me. I don't know what the f**k she expected from me, I never claimed to be a nice guy. I wanted to f**k her and I did, I didn't see any reason for me to apologise.

I hope she wasn't harbouring any hopes of me changing and turning into a nice guy because she's going to be crushed when she finds out that I have no intention of changing for anyone, I like who I am. Her on the other hand, I have every intention of changing her. She needs to be able to suit my needs, I know there's a dark wild side hiding somewhere inside of her that is just waiting to be set free, and I'm gonna be the one to let it loose.

I have every intention of making her soul just as black as mine. She tries to act like she doesn't like the pain with the sex, but I saw it in her eyes in that split second before she covers it up. She gets off on the pain the same way I get off from making her feel it.

The fist that connected with my jaw knocked me right out of my thoughts and back in the gym with Jeff. I glared at him whiles shaking the hit off, I had to stay focus if I wanted to win.

"That's a cheap shot, old man."

I know Jeff hated being called old man, I also know that it would distract him and throw him off his game. I watched him squared his shoulder and his nostril flared. Focusing all of my attention on watching for his next move, I almost missed it when he quickly switched to the other foot to throw me off balance. But I caught it just in time and threw out my hands, putting almost all of my strength into it. The jab caught him right on the left jaw and he stumbled back before falling to the ground.

I stood over him with a smirk on my face, but I offered him my hand to help him back up.

"This is the third time in two weeks that I've kicked your ass, I think you're losing your touch, old man."

Jeff laughed whiles taking the help that I was offering him. When he was on his feet I walked over to the bench and picked up the two bottled water that was there. Handing one to Jeff, I opened mine and took a long swig.

"I checked into your cousin and Natasha like you asked me to, there is definitely something fishy going on with those two. My contacts told me that before they left Arizona they were seen talking to the McKinnon's. We don't know what about yet, but I'll find out soon."

I felt my anger raised, the McKinnon's were one of my father's biggest rivals. They've been trying for years to put my family out of business, but we were always one step ahead of them. We've got an inside man embedding so deep into their cooperation that not even Sherlock can find him.