Holding on to you

New life, new beginnings

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Chapter 54

Jessy's P.O.V

Flashback

"Come on Jessica rabbit, remember what I told you, the more you fight it the more is going to hurt."

I glared up at him, but I did stop fighting. It was no use anyway, he always gets what he wants. I closed my eyes and imagined that I was spending my seventeen birthday with my two best friends at the art summer camp, rather than lying in bed with the guy that ruin my life.

"That's a good girl, you know how I like it."

Tears run down the side of my face as I picture taking a knife and cutting Kacey's dick off.

"Happy birthday, Jessica rabbit."

Flashback end

"Happy birthday, Jessica."

Mik placed the knife in my open hand and I closed my fingers around it. Testing the weight of it, I turned it from side to side and stare in wonder at the sharp piece of metal that could end a person's life.

A knife smaller than it, a pocket knife, had almost killed my best friend. When it happened, I remember thinking, how could something so small inflict so much damage and pain.

However, looking at the knife that was in my hands, I knew that for this day, my birthday, it was going to do just that.

I looked at the person chained to the wall of the deserted warehouse that Mik brought me to, and thought about all the time I've imagined killing him. I thought about all the time he made me feel pain, the countless times I felt like dying and the countless time I called myself a coward because I didn't have the courage to end my miserable existence.

How many times have I cowered in fear the same way he was right now? How many time have I begged him not to hurt me and cried for him to stopped just like he was doing?

"Baby, you don't have to do this, I can take care of him for you."

I shook my head, I had to do it, I had to be the one to put an end to my nightmare, I couldn't let Mik be my hero, I needed to be my own hero.

"No, I'll do it."

He saw the look of determination in my eyes and I knew that he understood why I wanted to be the to hurt Kacey, just like he hurt me.

I walked closer to Kacey, the knife gripped tightly in my hands. I watched as his eyes widen as I got near him, he cast a pleading look at me but it only made me angrier.

He wanted mercy from me when he gave me none!

"J-Jessy, p-please don't d-do this, this is n-not y-you."

Without thinking I took the knife a swiped it across his bare chest and looked in fascination as his skin opened up and blood started to run out. He screamed and I found myself smiling at how satisfied I felt hearing the sound.

I wanted to hear it again, so I swiped the knife again and again. Mik was right behind me, he placed his hands on my waist and whispered in my ears to stop or I might kill him too soon. I didn't want to stop, but I did because he didn't deserve a quick death.