Holding on to you

Cold as hell

SURPRISE!!!!! I'VE GOT ANOTHER CHAPTER HERE FOR YOU GUYS, AND IT A LONG ONE. DON'T YOU GUYS JUST LOVE ME??

ANYWAY, BEFORE YOU GET YOUR READING ON, I'D JUST LIKE TO SAY SORRY, IN THIS CHAPTER MOST OF YOU WILL PROBABLY HATE KILLIAN TO THE POINT OF WANTED HIM DEAD, BUT PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH HIM, HE KINDA HAVE A GOOD HEART HE JUST DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE EMOTIONS LIKE LOVE.

PLEASE ENJOY AND VOTE AND COMMENT, LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THIS CHAPTER.

PIC TO GIVE YOU IDEAS. HEHEHE, LATER MY LITTLE KILLERS.

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Chapter 30

"Say it, Red!"

I kept my mouth shut and shook my head, there was no way he was getting me to say those words.

His eyes darkened from my defiance and he pulled the rope he had tied on my hands tighter. Although it hurt like a son-of-a-bitch, I bit my lips to keep my screams from escaping.

Tears were already falling from my eyes and running down the side of my face, but still I refused to say the words that he's been trying to get me to say for almost an hour.

"How much of this you think you can take, baby? Just say the f**king words!!"

I flinched from the harshness in his voice, but I'd be damn if I give into him so easily again.

I shook my head again, causing him to pull harder on the rope. The burning fire that was eating away at my wrist caused me to faltered at bit. A whimper escaped me before I could stop it, then I saw him smile.

He gave the rope a knot to keep it in place then secured it against the bed. Taking his finger, he traced the outline of my lips, this sudden gentleness caused me to gasp, and he slipped his finger into my mouth.

Need and desire so strong started to build deep within my core, my heart rate speed up and I couldn't stop myself from panting. This made him give a little satisfied smirk.

He moved his finger from my mouth and ran it down my neck, and between my breast, all the while starting a dancing fire within me. I wanted him, I needed him, in that moment nothing else seemed more important than being with Killian, and he knew it.

"That's right kitten, you like it when I stroke you, don't you? Purr for me baby, let me hear the little kitty cat cry."

I couldn't help it, I moaned softly when he started circling my nipples with his fingers. I tried my best not to give into him, but I just couldn't hold out for too long. The feelings he invoked in me were like no other, nothing and no one can ever compare to him.

"Stop disobeying me, Red, or I promise to not give you what you so obviously want. Say it, baby, say it and I'll make it worth your while."

He kept on teasing me with his fingers, moving from my breast and venturing lower. I wanted to give him, god, how I wanted to give in, but it took everything in me to resist his lure.

"No, Killian, I won't say I hate you because...I love you."

He stiffened, his movement freezing. The look he gave me was something close to hate, and as much as I tried to convinced myself that I didn't care, I just couldn't hide the hurt I felt.

Even since that night, I caught him kissing Natasha in the gym, he's been a total and complete ass wipe to me. I couldn't figure out what his problem was and it wasn't until two days after when I had enough of being treated like a second class citizen that I decided to confront him.