(Vikk's P.O.V)
I have been crying almost everyday now.
I miss her so bad. She is like my sister and knowing that she could be anywhere in LA just messes me up.
I don't mean to be mad at her but she just left me completely. She left all off us.
She has tried to call so many times it physically hurts every time I decline.
I'm going to be angry at her until I feel she needs me. The only thing is that I can't tell if she needs me.
She could be worse than I am and I won't know if she needs me.
Oh god... I need to call her.
I open my laptop and Skype her. She answers after only one ring and when I see her come on the screen, I feel terrible.
Her eyes are red and puffy and Trevor is bringing her ice cream.
"Hi" I whisper.
"Hey" she smiles.
"Come back, please. I hate seeing you like this and not being able to do anything to fix it" I say.
"This is gonna make you mad, but like I said I'm obviously not wanted if you're angry and Simon has cheated on me multiple times" She says calmly. She looks so broken.
"I want you here" I say, tearing up.
"Yeah sure. You will say that until I get there and when I do you will be mad I left in the first place!" She says.
"A-are we even friends anymore?" She asks quickly like it was poison in her mouth.
"I have no idea" I say sadly.
"Oh god, I hate this so much" She says as she wipes her eyes only for more tears to fall.
"I know" I sniffle.
"This is all my fault. Maybe if I wasn't always so sarcastic or annoying with Simon he wouldn't have cheated" She cries. At that moment my heart dropped.
She thinks its her fault.
"Its not your fault!" I panic.
"It is! I moved thinking the space will help but now I have more people angry at me! I just want everyone to be happy!" She finishes.
I am at a loss for words. She was trying to make us happy and I have treated her like absolute shit.
"I'm sorry" I say.
"No I'm sorry I'm such a bad friend" She cries some more.
"You were only trying to make us happy" I say, trying to calm her down.
"I made everything worse!" She starts having a panic attack and I decide that I can't take it anymore.
I calm her down.
"I'm getting the next fight down" I say before leaving the call. I left before she could say anything.
"DOES ANYONE WANNA GO TO LA?"
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3:45pmA/N
So I have a had a horrible weekend. I lost one of my best friends to her stupid bf and I wanna kill her.
Byeeeeeeeeee ;)))))))))))))
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Love is hard||Miniminter x reader
FanfictionWhen you get kicked out, your best friend Vikk takes you to stay at the sidemen house with him, Simon, and Josh. When you fall in love with Simon you learn that love is hard. Since this is youtuber x reader here's some things you need to know if you...