Amanda's POV
When life left you with no choice. Sometimes, all you need to do is to accept and pretend. Just pretend that everything is fine, everything is okay. There's no pain, no heavy feelings, no tears was came out. Sometimes, you need to accept that no matter how you tried to run from your problem, run from the people cause your pain when those people make you live right now. When those people are the one who owns the biggest part of your heart you just need to accept that you will come back to them, live with them and accept that maybe, they'll cause your sadness but they are the one who also gives happiness in you life. Happiness that no one can give like how they did. No one compares the feeling of being with people who you truly loves.
Now, I'm going home. Should I say home? Did I really found the place? Selfless is the only thing I've known right now. I don't care if Mom did that, I don't care if Atasha doesn't want me. I don't care if people will lash me. All I know right now is to be with them, to be with my family.
"Okay ka na?" My friends asked me. Hinatid ko sila hanggang dito sa kwarto nila.
I nod to them and give a weak smile.
"Mandi kung hindi pa kaya tanggapin niyang puso mo, kung mabigat pa rin pwede mo naman sundin yan paminsan minsan" Regina said and hug me. Naiyak ulit ako.
"Mandi, wag mo pilitin ang sarili mong tangapin lahat ng sakit, wag ka sobrang matapang kailangan rin minsan maging matigas ka, wag mo hayaang pa.ulit ulit ka nilang saktan." Mattie stare at me. Alam kong naawa na siya sa akin.
"Mandi hindi mo naman kailangan magmaka.awa ng pagmamahal nila eh. Mandi hindi naman sa pina payuhan ka namin na magalit ka sa kanila, na saktan mo rin sila. Pero dapat mo rin ipa alam sa kanila na hindi bato yang puso mo na hindi nasasakatan paano nila malalaman na ngkamali sila kung ganito rin paulit ulit mo silang tinatanggap ng ganito ka dali lang." Si Cathy minsan may mg point din ang sinasabi nito.
"Takot ako eh, hindi niyo ako maintindihan pero kailangan ko gawin to kahit sobrang sakit pa, hindi ko kaya makita umiiyak si Mommy sa harap ko. Alam niyo naman na mahina ako pagdating sa kanila diba?" I smile and look down.
"Sige na Aalis na ako malapit mg.umaga ng hihintay pa mga magulang ko sa labas." I said my goodbye to them.
"Mandi takot saan? Anong kinatatakot mo?" Mattie asked me bago ako makalabas sa kwarto.
"I'm scared of losing them again. I'm scared to be alone. I'm scared to be unowned again. I'm scared of being left again. Even if deep inside I'm still hurt, I'm still in pain I choose to accept my Mom again to forgive her. I'm scared that maybe she will leave me again." My tears flowing again. The pain that I'm feeling right now always do this to me. Sobrang iyakin ko na.
"Sige matulog na kayo. Salamat pala" lumabas na ako at pinunasan ang mga luha sa pisngi ko.
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Nasa sasakyan sila Lea at Aga nghihintay kay Mandi.
"Happy?" Aga asked her.
"Hmnn? Yes, but I know there's still spent about our daughter." Lea said
"Something? Like what?" Humarap si Aga sa kanya.
"I know she's not totally okay. Ags kanina lang sobrang ayaw niya sa akin pero Bakit biglang ngbago ang lahat. Maging okay na siya bigla bigla" Lea really feel that there's still something wrong.
"Nagtanong ka pa. Saan ba magmamana yun edi sayo. Yung pagka bipolar mo nakuha niya. Hahahhaa" Aga laugh as hard as he can. Lea shot a deathly glare on him.
"Seryoso Lei, don't think too much about it. Just be happy that we have a daughter like her. Mananang manang sayo ang pinagkaiba lang kkaw sobrang out spoken yung anak natin super malihim naman. Kaya ikaw wag na mg isip ng kung ano ano ha? Just be happy and try to make up with her" Aga pinch Lea's chin. Nang gigil siya kasi Lea pouted her lips.
"Kasi eh, I'm her mother but why is it that she's always act strangers to me. Alam ko may iba Aga Ina ako malalaman ko may iba sa anak ko" Lea insisted her thoughts.
Aga held her hand. He plays with it.
"Alam mo ikaw you're being paranoid. Alam mo kung ang solusyon niyan?" Aga smile naughtily.
"What? Hayyy nako Aga Muhlach wag ngayon" Lea roll her eye balls.
"May sinabi ba ako? Diba wala. Ikaw ha hahahha" Aga said t teasingly.
Lea frown" fine fine" she said while moving her head like she's noding but on side way.
"Wala na kasi ligaw ligaw sagotin mo na ako" Ngpa cute pa si Aga.
"Shut up! Ikaw talagang sinisingit mo pa yan nuh?" Lea is irritated na dahil kay Aga.
"Pa kiss naman oh" Aga pouted his lips.
"Stay away from me nga kung hindi ka titigil dyan. I'll transfer at back seat talaga." Lea warned her.
"Parang isang kiss lang eh, ngtataray na. Alam mo kailangan mo na talaga mgka love life para hindi ka na ganyan ka sungit. Ms. Minchin" Aga controlled her laugh baka siya pa ang hindi maka uwi.
Lea look at him intently. Her eyebrow is raising right now. When Lea is about to talk back. He saw Mandi is coming.
"Nandyan na si Mandi" He's happy because he's save from Lea's rant.
Lea go out and transfer to back seat. That make Mandi wonder what's happening.
"Get in na Anak tabi tayo dito." Lea said. She look at her dad. But Aga smile and shrug his shoulder.
She look at her Dad and back to her Mom. To her dad and Mom again. But she only saw that her Mom keep on rolling her eye balls to her dad. And her Dad response it with a smile. She just shake her head.
"Lovers quarrel" She murmured enough her parents her it.
Guys! Update nanaman ako ha baka kasi hindi ako masyado makapag update next week kasi I have work na! Yeyyyyy! Hindi na pulubi si Author hahahha
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