Scars

Section 1

I follow him into his room.... AGAIN! He closes the door and locks it, what is he doing? Why did he lock the door?

Jaejung-"Do not think I'm going to do anything, I won't....But I've realized that you have a few questions for me....I want to know them."

Sylvia-"(Confusedly) How did yo-Never mind. But there are some questions I really want to know....Do people not like you at school....do they bully you?"

Jaejung-"(Sits down, clears throat) Actually, no. You see, ever since I was in high school, I've always been known for my looks. People only like me for my looks. They talk to me a lot, just not around you."

Sylvia-"Ooh....um....have you ever had a lover?"

Jaejung-"Yes....she meant a lot to me, actually. We were dating two years ago and we vowed that we'd never leave each other....Obviously, she lied because the year after, she left....I told myself that I'd never love another girl the same."

Sylvia-"(Slowly nods) Oh, okay....I've never been in love. I was never the relationship type of girl."

He has been in love before, he said he used to love her so very much....Does that mean that he still loves her?

Sylvia-"(Looks down) Last question....do you still love her the same?"

Jaejung-"(Looks down)....Yes, I do. Very much"

The room has gotten dead quiet, I have nothing else to say to him after that.
Why do I feel betrayed? I do not like him, so why am I feeling this way? My heart feels as if it has been shattered into a million pieces. Who shattered it? Why? Jaejung....I don't know why. What kind of feeling is this, is it something that everyone feels or is it just me? I left his room and sat in the living room, playing with my straight, black hair.

Jaejung-"Sylvia, what's got you down?"

Sylvia-"So if she were to walk through that door....and if I said I loved you....would you choose her?"

Jaejung-"(Pauses) I do not know."

This is getting too awkward, it's time to change this up....However, it does give me relief that he does not know. That's kind of a good thing, right?