Diabolical Lovers Crack

Chapter 50: The Visit (Part 1)

It has been almost a year since I left home. In that time, I experienced ups and downs, failures and victories, joy and depression. At first, when everything is new to your eye, the time passes slowly and all adaptation process might seemed easy, like it happen with a snap of the fingers, but I came to understanding that I still haven't reached the comfort zone here. Nor do I ever will, I think, because there will always be something missing or someone. Someone that is precious to me and my heart. Someone that I can always turn to and ask for help in need. Someone that no matter what will welcome me back with arms welcoming to a hug. Someone who cares for me and I for him...

Tears ran down my cheeks on Rin's black jacket, leaving wet spot on it. My arms wrapped around boy's neck, were shaking, grabbing and holding tighter on him, not letting him go. This feeling of euphoria was overwhelming.

As in return, one of Rin's arms were wrapped around my upper waist while the other one was rubbing my back up and down, trying to calm me down. A few sniffles came from his mouth letting me know that I'm not the only one who got emotional. But he was always that guy who was good at holding back tears and didn't cried that often. He's one of those people who suck it up quickly and looks at the situations like at equation which suppose to be solved quickly with no time wasted.

Everything around went quiet. We stood like this for a while in front of the school entrance. Even this place which always seemed and felt so dark to me, has lighten up first time in my stay.

"Come on" with slightly choking voice Rin slowly pulled back "don't cry so much or you will pass out from dehydration"

"I'm not crying" I replied childishly while wiping my tears away.

"Sure, sure. But look at you. You have changed over all this time. Finally looking more like a girl and not a dude"

I laughed at his comment drying one cheek with a blazer sleeve.

"And you look…more ripped"

"Could be" he laughed and dorkishly showed off his arm muscles.

My pointing finger brushed under the nose cleaning wet skin. I cracked a smile from his action but soon enough my lower lip started tingling and the felling of overwhelming and something similar to relieve and safety came back. The second round of tears made my vision blurry again. The chocking feeling in my throat went up as sob after sob came from my mouth. Rin with a gentle smile embraced me and stroked my hair.

"…I'm not crying, I just have allergy for your idiotism" I mumbled sobbing in his clothes.

"…..missed you too, Kaya"

I pulled back from him wiping the remaining tears. One more car drew pass the academy dragging a warm summery wind too which brushed trees tops making that somehow calming sound of leaves rubbing each other. I opened my mouth to talk but words didn't came out.

"Why I'm here?" Rin asked instead of me, like he could read my mind and knew what was the first question popped in my head "Well let's see…I thought you were dead"

"What?"

"In my disappointment, you're still breathing but I will pretend to be a caring brother and with a relieved sigh I will say 'I'm so glad you're alive'" Rin took a pause and with a fake smile he sighed "I'm so glad you're alive"

I punched his shoulder playfully. He was just joking. Some prophylactic teasing from him.

"Ouch..hehe…okay let's get serious for a moment"

I gulped the ball of fear what might he say next. Maybe he started to get suspicious about my situation. But I can't say a shit about all this to protect him and the rest of the brothers from Sakamakis. The thought of what might happen just freaks me out. And this is the one thing for which I won't be taking any risks. This is the moment when I'll see if I'm a good liar or not. Rin mustn't know about…