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Why Try

Why do I feel like I haven't updated in a month idk

But what I know is that I'll be updating today and tomorrow!

You're welcome :D

Levi's POV

I been livin' with devils and angels, angels, angels

Drew...

We've been together for 15 months now.

The best and the worst months in my entire life.

Why did I add the worst, you ask?

Well.. Just like other relationships, we also have some ups and downs...

We'd fight and we'll go back to normal the next day.

He or I would walk out in one of our arguments and come back an hour later so we could talk things out and fix the problem.

We have a very different relationship. A very unstable one.

But we'd never think about ending our relationship.

It was unstable, not unhealthy.

Realize you and I are in the same boat, same boat, same boat, yeah.

Once, we got into this argument about something... We ended up ignoring each other for five days.
I left our apartment and went back to my parents momentarily.  After, he called me to come back and fix this.

I did came back.

We fixed the problem but that wasn't the last.

Kills me, how you love me then you cut me down, I do the same

Our arguments and fights leads to object breaking. Plates, vases, mirrors, mugs, hearts.

But we never let each other go.

He never raised his fist at me.

I never slapped him.

He'd make sure I won't get hurt when he throws objects out of anger.

I'd make sure to pick up the mess, he'd volunteer to help.

And back to basic again.

We been living like angels and devils, devils.

It's weird though, our friends says we should take a break but I know what Drew's capable of doing and it's not because of that issue that I don't want to leave him.

I love him.

He loves me.

We're strong but stronger together.

I'm loving the pain. I never wanna live without it.

So why-y-y-y-y-y do I try-y-y-y-y

I love it when he gets mad.. I hate it.. But I...

It's not healthy. My mind keeps repeating.

You drive me insane. Now we're screaming just to see who's louder.

There are also weeks that we wouldn't fight, we'd have fun in the park, go on a date, cook dinner together and even play board games.

So it isn't entirely unhealthy.

Like I said before, it's unstable.

So why-y-y-y-y-y do I try-y-y-y-y
You got me like na-na-na-na-na- na- na
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Ooooooh yeah