My Baby

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I was gone for probably a month, I'm sorry 😅

I ran out of ideas and just wanted to update again to inform you guys I'm still alive :))))

Enjoy!

Drew's POV:

Do you fucking know how hard it is to admit to the person you like that you like their face?

Well, that's what I feel right now.
The fact that he's also a guy isn't helping.

If you like dicks, admit it to me and I'll show you mine and we can do stuff.

I'm joking. Omg.

Levi, my baby💞: Are you stalking me?

Levi, my baby💞: Who tf are you?

Levi, my baby💞: STOP TEXTING ME

Stalker??: Fuk u and no

Staker??: stfu

I sighed. How stupid could Levi be to not know who I am? I'm his husband wtf.

We are gonna get married. I'm sure of that.

If he comes out to me and date me, that is.

I don't even think he's gay, but I'm still hoping that he is.

I've been crushing on him for four years now, to be honest. But does he even notice my efforts? Nope.

Why haven't I given up, you ask? Well. Not to be too cheesy but I really do love that guy.

All the little things he do. All the weird shit he do.

Everything.

I admire those things.

I admire them a lot, I crave to see those little things everyday.

Especially when his whole aura brightens when he smiles.

He never faked his smiles. I love it.

Levi, my baby💞: You never know, I could like you back...

Stalker??: You won't.

Stalket??: I'm a guy.

Whoops. There it is.

I've been texting him for seven months now.

I'm glad he hasn't blocked me or called the cops on me yet.

Here's the thing.

We've been best friends since who knows how long and out of nowhere, I've wanted us to be a thing. Which isn't a bad thing but he's not gay.

That's what I know.

Another thing is, I haven't told him I own a phone, since he wrote his number down a few months ago, I saved it on my phone and been flirting with him.

He has no idea who I really am because it's THAT hard to admit feelings.

And I can't just walk up to him and say I like him, because I could end up with a broken nose and heart or he might like me back and we could date.

Can't risk losing the only relationship I have with him. Friendship.

I felt my heart drop.

This is really hard and it's not fair but there's nothing I could do.

I'll just hope.

That's all I've been doing.

I'm so stupid.

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