Drevi | One Shots

Yeah, Whatever

I thought of this story since yesterday and now I decided to write it down before I forget about it :D

I think this might be a short one though, not sure...

Levi's POV

I told him a week ago that I liked him...

In my mind, he took it well and I got my happy ending and we're living in a house with our 2 kids...

But no. Things took turn for the worst.

Not worst, honestly. I just didn't like how he reacted.

I still remember the place, the time and other details where I confessed.

We were at the library, on the floor. I was reading a book while he was just playing with the... Spinning thing. 

Fidget Spinner.

That's it! He was just playing around while I was "reading"

I wasn't really reading, I just held the book to look like I was really reading.

I was thinking about my feelings.

When I should confess, when I should've confessed.

I was debating whether to tell him already or not. I mean, he is a really good guy... Maybe he won't react so badly?

"D-Drew" I said, shaky while putting the book on the floor. He sat across me, leaning against the shelves. It won't fall over since we were at the edge of the library. The shelf behind mine would.

So I just sat there, looking at him "What's up?" he asked coolly. "I.. I need to tell you something... I don't know how you'd react" I said in a low voice while looking down.

He moved closer to me, reaching out and hugged me. "Hey... You can tell me anything, I won't judge you" he said in a comforting tone. "I.. I'm gay" I whispered, hoping he wouldn't hear. I feel him tensed. Oh no.

"Nothing's wrong being gay, bro" I felt him relax again, still holding on to me.

There's more though... I don't think I should tell him this part.

He won't ditch me, right? I did confess that I was gay.. He didn't react anything negative... Maybe he's also gay or bi.

I might have a chance! Hope bubbled inside me, suddenly feeling confident.

"There's more, though" I said, pulling back. He did the same, looking at me while fiddling with the fidget spinner thing. "I have a crush on someone... For a while now" Blushing deep and looked down, rubbing my left elbow. "Do I know this person?" he asked putting away the thing. "Yeah" I said, feeling nervous again "It's you, actually" I whispered.

Please tell me he didn't hear anything.

Please tell me he didn't hear anything!

"I... I don't know what to say... L-Levi" he said, a little shaky in the tone of his voice.

I could feel my heart break. It hurts and he hasn't even said anything about his feelings yet.

I shouldn't have told him.

I... I don't deserve this feeling...

Is that wrong?

I can feel tears form in my eyes

"I'm sorry, Levi... It's fine with me but... I don't feel the same" he said the last part in a low voice, probably hoping to ask him again and change what he said but no... I heard it clear.

I looked at my watch. 16:45.

I thinking of an excuse so I could leave.

I thought of one!